Sunday, February 25, 2018

Why I am emotionally weak




A 26 year old dentist, whose childhood witnessed disharmony between her parents, finds answer to her whys..

1. repeated break ups.
2. people use her trust in them.
3.  her brothers always got preference over her.

Session…….

There is a cluster of small houses in desert. It seems some Arabian country. I am a girl, 21 years, wearing a dress fully covered from top to bottom. I love someone…….!

It is night and went to meet him with a lantern in hand. I am speaking to this person whom I love. My name is Ilaya…….! My father is beating me. My parents are poor. They fight a lot. The person whom I love has gone away. My father sold me to the Head of the Kasbah. I am his slave now. My duty is to give water. I kept waiting for the person whom I loved but he never returned. I don’t eat much. It is evening. I am vomiting and dying. There is none to give me water. I am only 28 years. Someone buried me. He is the person I loved. My family didn’t come. Lesson Learnt: Love with purity and commitment.

In white light, it is divine and peaceful. I am dancing with my soul mate light. I recognized him. He promised to be with me in next life. He is taking me to the master light. Guidance by the Master Light; Have faith. Good times in the future.

2nd Past Life:

It is a European Country in the year 1500. I am a princess (long description of culture and dresses ….). I have guards protecting me but one of them is always near me. We both love each other but we can’t marry as he is a guard. I feel very weak and vulnerable in his absence. I am having severe pain in both my shoulders and arms (visibly crying in intense pain). He is holding my shoulders forcibly and telling me to go away with him. I cannot as my duty is important to me. I devoted my life for the good of people. I died in old age. A lot of people are paying respectful tribute at my funeral. He is there and very sad. He devoted his life for my work.

Re-Orientation:

1) 1st life covered carry-over of emotional vulnerability.
2) She often had severe complain of pain in both the arms. Now she knows why the pain was there and seems to be totally released.