Claustrophobia and Past life link
A 25 year old girl, struggling
with fear since childhood, came for Past Life Regression. She said, Dr.Vandana,
this claustrophobia upsets me so I want to know about my past life.
PLR Session….
I am a beautiful girl with
golden hair. I am the only child of my parents. They are rich and own a big
estate. Many people work in our estate. I am 19 and riding a horse
all alone. I reach a forest a little far away from our estate. I stop my horse
as I feel someone is following me from behind. I look back and see a couple on a
horse. They work in our estate. I step down as I think my parents have sent
them after me. They step down and suddenly the man masked my face with a cloth.
The woman tied my hands. They now tie me to the back of the horse and the man
rides it. The woman took my horse. I shout leave me! leave me! After some time
they reach an isolated place. There is pin drop silence around. I am in a very
small closed room. The woman untied my hands and removed the mask. The woman is
very fat and ugly. The room has an earthen floor. There is no window but has a
small ventilator near the roof. The room is dark. The woman tells me that I
will be released when my parents will give them lot of money and jewels. They locked
the room from outside and left. I do not hear any sound. There is frightening
silence. I am very afraid. It is such a small closed place that I feel
suffocated. The plate of food is slipped inside from the gap at the bottom of
the door. There is not much light so I cannot see what it is. It is tasteless
staple food and very difficult to eat. They come after a very long time, open
the door and enter the room. The man stands at the door. The woman shouts at
me, beats me and rubs sand on my face. It seems they are not able to get money
from my parents. Her behavior is getting horrible as time passes. I am getting
weak day by day. I have not seen sun & felt air for a long time. I do not
know how many days, months and years have passed. I do not have any orientation
of time. I am skin thin but alive. It feels they came after a very long time. Woman
is very angry and scratches my face and lips with her hands. Suddenly I felt
too much anger and bit her hand. She holds me by my hair and smashes my head on
the wall. I am dead. My last thought was
that if only I could have breathed in fresh air. This was some European
country.
Reorientation…..
She said the impression of the
life lived in a very small closed room is with me from very early age. The closed
places like movie halls, lifts, even the small washrooms suffocate me and make
me panic. I feel that reliving the traumatic life helped me release those
memories of the past, carried by me in this life, because now I feel that an
unknown burden and fear from mind is lifted. Past is over, past is released. I
am grateful and thank you Dr Vandana.
