Recurrent dreams and Past
life link
A
woman 30 yrs of age came having recurrent dream pattern as if she is
suffocating buried in sand & something piercing in the back. She is having allergy and breathlessness
issue of and on. Also have fear to be left alone, a lot of attraction, since childhood,
towards Royalty and Rajasthan. Recurrent dream of palace with the thought somebody
ditched & killed me and I was alive
when I was buried.
Session……….
I
am walking on a spiral path and reached an old wooden gate. I entered inside. I
am 20 yrs old beautiful girl wearing lehnga. This is a very big place. I am in
kitchen area. Many people are taking food. I am not able to eat. I am very
upset. I live here. I do not have parents. I am in my room. I have my own room.
I am unmarried. I feel like crying. I feel he left me (visibly crying).
It
is 1872 somewhere in Rajasthan. I am getting ready. I wear a fighter’s attire. I
wear a turban. On my left side I have a Sahi kanjar with some logo. Only three
of them are there and are only for very important persons. My room is part of a
palace. Presently a Queen is in-charge of this palace. I am a trained swords
fighter. People do not call me by name and they respect me. I am right hand
person of the Queen.
There
was a boy in this fort. He left. I am feeling very sad. Had he lived here with
me it would have been better.
Few
people in this fort are conspiring to over throw Queen’s regime. I came to know
about their conspiracy. The leader of the conspirators is also a powerful
person and has a Sahi kanjar like me.
As
I understand, I am in the security of the queen and every area linked to queen
is under my watch & security. I thought about talking to the queen and went
inside a room. It is a very big room dotted with carved mirrors all around. I see
a big beautiful carved box in one corner of the room. I look at the queen. She is
sitting and thinking. I did not talk to her and came back.
After few days, at the dinner time, I am walking
inside the palace wearing Ghagra and payal. I am not in my fighter’s dress. I do
not have my Sahi kanjar with me. Now I am walking towards my room. Few people
have set my room on fire and some of them are running towards me. I am running very
fast out of the palace. I see few people approaching me on horse. I jumped from
the wall of fort to come out of the palace. The area below is full of sand and I
fall in the sand. I have pain in my waist and it is very difficult to walk now.
Everyone has surrounded me. They are five in number riding horses & talking
to each other. One amongst them hit and injured me with a kanjar. I am
suffocating (literally whole body started writhing with pain). They left me
thinking I am dying. There is too much sand in my mouth, nose, throat &, chest.
There is blood on sand from my wound. I am suffocating. I want to breathe (visible breathlessness came up). I am
dying with suffocation. I have so much pain in my back. I want to breathe. I am
suffocating. I am dead.
I
died with lot of suffocation and suffering. My last thought was that I was
deceived. Lesson learnt that there should be somebody in your life. I was buried
in the sand and died very slow death. (Healing
done for traumatic body).
In
light, healed and blessed. Guidance came live without fear.
Reorientation….
Doctor
Vandana I felt as if I was living in that area in 1872 during whole PLR
session. My death sufferings were very real to me. Thank you very much for
helping me find answers.