A young woman came and said, Doctor Vandana, I
feel I have huge potential. I want to unlock my potential and remove some block.
Session………
I am alone in a stone house having wooden
furniture. I am wearing blue dress and taking porridge. Now I am walking through
the village all the way to fields. There are a lot of houses around the estate.
I reached an eating place. A group of six young boys, having soiled faces and hands,
are sitting and laughing. I am smiling. Boys are asking for food. I am giving
them porridge in wooden pots. Now I look out of the window at houses, dusty
street, carriages etc. Boys are done with food. Now I am going out of this
place. I am 16 yrs of age. I am going through village, crossing a big gate,
passing by fields again watching a flowing stream nearby. I jump and cross
olive tree. It’s evening. I am happy on the way back to my home. There is an
old lady, she is cooking. I am eating apple from basket. I see olive tree from
window of my room. I feel the old lady is my mother. Next morning few men riding
on horseback, faces covered with black cloth, enter inside home. They are
talking to the lady. They push me on the floor and drag me. My mother is trying
to stop them. They make me sit on the horse back and take me away. Lot of dust
is all around. I am stopping them, they are not listening. They cross all the
fields and are going farther away.
After a long travel I can see a strange
village. It has straight muddy houses and dry land. After crossing the village
we enter a big palace made of red brick and stone. There are many tress and
fountains here. Two women take me for a
bath in a pool. I feel clean. They make me wear body hugging cotton dress with
golden work on it. I am very beautiful and fair. The floor is very clean and
nice. They are taking me to a hall. A man is sitting in a big chair. They make
me sit by his side. He is older and strong built. He is 45. I feel strange and
confused. A man with ugly teeth came in front of us. He is laughing proudly. He
is one of the men who abducted me.
The man sitting on the chair got up, held my
hand and took me to a big room. He made me sit on the bed. He is now standing
near the window. There is tree with big leaves and white & pink flowers.
Someone came to meet him. He went along with him. Then he came back and making
love to me in bed. It’s done and he is gone. I am just lying on the bed. I get
up and saw the pool from the window. I left the room and went into the pool.
Came back to the room, the floor is so cold. Life goes like this. I am very
bored here. I had happy family. My all brothers are working at mill. My father
is no more. My village was so good. He and his soldiers took everything from
me.
One day I climbed up the tree and looked at
whole city. This city has light brown coloured buildings; red flags on tree
branches and sand all around. I am not happy and feel very alone. It has
started raining. I climb down the tree and go out down the huge stairs. Two
persons bring me back and two women are taking me back to the man. The man
looks unhappy. He ordered them to take me to the room. This man wears strange
things, a horse structure on head. I am in my room. I am 20.
Two women are dressing me in white clothes. Now
I am standing by his side. Today is some celebration. A Lot of happy rich
people, Elephants and horses are here. He is very happy. I am having a big belly. I
am pregnant. I feel he is happy and this celebration is because of it.
Now he visits me regularly and feels happy. He
relishes his time with me. One day a lot of people, men & women, came in my
room. It is delivery time. He is waiting outside and all other are watching me deliver
a son. They called him Sumer. My child is growing up fast. He looks like his
father. We both have so much to do together. We are almost like siblings. He is
young but understands me well. Now I am talking to everybody here. One woman
told me that king has many queens but no child. Someone told him to bring girl
from afar so they brought me. Everyone started liking me. The other queens were
sent far away after I delivered a son. That is why I get lot of king’s attention
now.
King is not well and is getting weak. I take
his place. I became a strong leader. My son is sitting by my right side. Now I
am ruling. I am doing well, liking it more but sometimes I want to see my
place.
I am in 40s. A person from another kingdom came
with his daughter and proposed for my son. They came along with their big
family. I found the girl very nice. My son gets married with lot of celebration
and rituals.
I decided for him to be head of kingdom. I now
sit on his right side. He is just like my brother. I am happy. With time my son
had three children. They are very sweet. Now I play with them and climb the
tree with them. One day I fell down and hurt my right ankle. I am on the bed.
My ankle injury is not healing and getting worse. I am getting weaker. My son
and grand children come to see me.
It is early morning. I am alone in my room. I feel I am leaving my body. My son is very
sad. They buried me a place near king’s grave. There is some golden figure on
top of my grave. It was a lonely life. Lesson I learnt that things change and
all turn out to be good in the end. In light received blessings & Guidance
that you will rise up to great heights in this life.
Reorientation…….
Doctor! Similar incident occurred at the time
of delivery this time also. Due to some
sudden complications in normal delivery so many male and female staff, doctors entered
in the delivery room. In the present life also I had right ankle injury and have
only one son. Thank you very much for assisting me travel this wonderful
journey.
