Guided and Healed
WHY??
A person with whom I am in deep love but still fears expressing my love due to my insecurity in being in relationship with him. I ignored marriage proposals despite being uncomfortable in being in a relationship with him.
I went into a beautiful cloud which took me into the time where I will find my answers.
Session....
1st life:
This is 18th century England. I am 5 years old girl very beautiful having dark brown curly hair (curly hair in present life also). Someone is lying on bed (looks like my father at present) but was not very sure. It is a big house and I am sitting on a large dining table all alone and crying. It seems my mother is not alive. (may be this is the reason I am so attached to my mother in present life).
I am 21 and getting married. It is an English wedding. My husband is fair, have light coloured eyes and a long face (person who is stalking me for some time currently and which I dislike). I am wearing royal blue colour gown and my husband is carrying me in his arms. Now I am 71 sitting on a rocking chair and making a sweater. I had a heart stroke, died there on the chair. I am buried and my name Rose is written on my grave. It seems I lived a lonely life and suffered a lot of pain in heart [currently also during some anxiety I have palpitations] and that is why I had heart attack. [healing done to unblock heart chakra]
2nd life:
I am a woman standing in a desert. It is evening time and the year is 1942. There is a hut and I go inside. There is a person lying on a cot. Now the same person is sitting on some stones and drinking tea with his friends. A lady wearing green coloured sari is standing by his side. It seems he is a labourer working on road construction site there.
I am wearing a red sari and getting married to same man I saw earlier. He is tall dark and handsome man having big eyes and moustaches. He is wearing a Tilak on his forehead and a garland made of marigold flowers around his neck. [It seems he is the same person whom I love in my present life].
I have three children, two daughters and a son. It seems my husband has left me without telling me anything and went with some other woman [same woman who was wearing green coloured sari] {visibly crying}. It seems he left because I was not beautiful, dark coloured and having some kind of face marks. I am wearing a brown coloured sari. I am around 80. I had a normal death. It is my funeral, only my son is there. In light it was beautiful and peaceful moment for my soul. I was in a petal shaped room filled with violet and pink light. Guidance came I do not have a future with the person whom I am currently attached to. Lesson learnt; all this was bound to happen but I should forget the past and move towards my future. I should not ignore myself as in spite of being beautiful in my present life I never appreciated myself.
Reorientation...
Blocking of heart chakra maybe a major block for my marriage in my present life but confident it is completely removed now.
