Fear of men and resistance to men – why ?
A 32 year old strongly built and obese since childhood, married woman came for past life regression session to understand why she fears men and resist them.
Session…….
It is a village. I am a small girl. He is beating me (ooon-----jerk). He is hitting my lower abdomen. He is beating and beating. I would have hit back hard had I been strong enough. Now I am twisting my arms and somehow I could free myself from his hold. He is my father. I am running away. Few villagers are running after me. I reach the end of a hill. There is a river flowing below. I am falling down into the river. There is lot of fear and pain in my body. I am drowned. I am dead. My last thought was “only if I could have been strong enough”, God should make me strong now. Lesson learnt; one should not tolerate.
I died due to suffocation. My body is bloated (had a beautiful body when I was alive). She told I will not forgive him. I will beat him. She started hitting his father. She was guided to release all the hatred and understand why he beat her. She told he wanted a son but I was a daughter. Ha ha ha ! he is my mother in this life. She had a son who died when I was born. Her guardian angel took her to the light. Master light guided her for present life; do not be attached to anyone, live your own life, do not hate, remain detached and work for your own spiritual progress.
Reorientation….
My mother is same. She used to beat me. I was very afraid of her in childhood. I am afraid of water. My both arms and lower abdomen pain so much that at times I am unable to get up. Now I understand why I am so heavily built. I do not tolerate anything. I fight back. In the end she said, Thank you Doctor Vandana! I could find an answer I was looking for.
