Unexplained sadness and cry for no apparent reason A 38 years old unmarried woman came to know the reason for her Unexplained sadness and crying for no apparent reason. She told she is on medical treatment for PCOD for the last 10 years. She told that whenever a marriage proposal comes she is nervous and wants to run away. She said, Dr Vandana, I have many issues but I want to know the reason for my unexplained deep sadness within me. Session…… It’s evening, a man of 25 yrs and woman of 20 years are in a boat in the lake. They are happy. A British soldier in blue dress is watching them. Now they are in a house having dinner. It’s me in the white gown. I am the woman. Now we are sleeping on a wooden bed in the room. The room has a window. My back is facing window. A light comes from the window. The husband gets up, wears his coat, picked an axe and went out. I am sitting looking at the gate in the morning. (she started crying. She cried a lot. It was catharsis. She told I donot want to move ahead. I love him very much and want to be with him. Again started crying and told I donot want to move. (Healing done). There is a knock at the door. I opened the door. The soldier in blue dress came inside. He told the boatman, my husband will never come back. I am crying. Soldier went away. I am living alone very sad always crying as if waiting for him. My name is Rose. It is 1687. I am getting old. I always think about my young age. He was my childhood friend. At the age of 17 we got married and came to this house. We were very happy. We loved each other too much. I donot have children because we never wanted to have a child. We did not want to share our love with anyone else. I am very old now. It’s day time I died inside my home. My body is very weak. There is lot of sadness in my heart and deep loneliness in my mind. My neighbors and a Father buried me. There are flowers on my coffin. I guided her to the light. She met the master light, got blessings. She asked whether she will meet her soul mate in this life. The answer came not in this life. She received spiritual guidance. On her way back to earth, planet Jupiter blessed her. Reorientation…. She told Dr. Raghuvanshi, I feel the same intensity of sadness inside me which I felt in my past life. In present life I feel that someone loves me but I feel I will not meet him. Thank you very much for helping me find answer.

Weird dream and Past life link..SRT....On Skype past life regression session...

Session on Skype ------

 She is resident of UK. I, her past life therapist, am stationed Chandigarh. She regressed 2 past lives in this session.
Weird Experience and Past life link...

She contacted me to know the reason of her Weird experience for the last 20 years. She experiences it off and on in the form of a dream. It can happen in night or in day even during a short nap. In the dream the man is always same. Sometimes he says loneliness is a big problem. She always has a physical sexual experience and feeling of climax. But afterwards she is totally drained of her energy, remains irritated and angry whole day. By her nature she is a very calm person but after the experience she will always have a fight with somebody. She got married at the age of 18 (arranged marriage) and got divorced after 2 years for none of her faults. Now she is 40. Whenever she came close to any man and thought of marriage something happened and the person just went away from her life. She said, Doctor Vandana, I contacted many healers, astrologers but none could help me. Now I think this particular man of my dream is linked to my past life.
Session…..
1st life----
I am standing in a home in a village. It’s Punjab. A tall man wearing Kurta and Chadar is saying something to me (it is so strange that he is the one who is my ex-husband). There is an older woman who is the mother of my ex-husband. Now I am going outside. My age is 25 and I do not have any kid. I am fair and very short in height. I am wearing payals. There is huge peepal tree and I am going towards that tree. Now I am below the tree and looking up (she started crying with fear there was lot of catharsis with fear. It went for long time. Her fear and fright reaction was at the score of more than 100%. I did SRT work and then she could calm down).
When I asked what happened. She said a man is sitting on peepal tree with a water pitcher in hand but he is not alive. He is something else. He is looking at me. Now I am back, people are watching me. Something very wrong happened to me. I am laughing loudly. Now no one talks to me. My husband also does not talk to me. My husband and mother-in-law remain quiet. I am very abnormal now. I keep my hair open. I fight with everybody. People are afraid of me. They say that ghost has possessed her.
I roam here and there. Sometimes I go and sit below the peepal tree. It is 1915. But I know that I was born here before. I have seen this peepal tree in my some other life also. I am 32 and standing near a pond. I feel I have jumped. I am no more. People called me Bano. My husband cremated me.
As a therapist I decided her to take to her life in which she has seen that particular peepal tree before.
2nd life….
Our house is made of mud. I live with my parents. I am 14 yrs old girl. There are lot of pitchers lying around. We are Kumhars. We make pitchers. A boy comes to our home off and on. He is 18 years old. He takes our pitchers and also repairs the wheel . We live in Kumhar village and he lives a little far. He is not Kumhar. It seems so strange that peepal tree is somewhere near my home and in between the village where I was born before in my last life and the village I live now. The kutcha road links that village to our Kumhar village. It is 1837.
Now the boy has started coming frequently. He always looks at me. He is the same boy who comes to my dream for the last 20 years in my present life. My parents know that he looks at me. One day my people grabbed him below that peepal tree and hit him. Some one hit on his head and he died. He is 19 years at the time of his death. I am not feeling good.
I am 20. When I go under the tree I feel he is watching. Sometimes I feel he is behind me. “Ajeeb si Zid hai usai”. I am getting married. “mere hathon par menhdi lagi hui hai.”. When my mother tied Kalira on my wrist I felt he is present and is watching me.
I am in my husband’s home. My husband is a good person but I am not getting attached to him because he watches me. So I could not get close to my husband. I told this to my husband. I am wearing black thread in my neck and hands but nothing helps.
My husband died due to fever. I am 29. My father-in-law is very good person (he is my present life grandfather). I am sitting below the peepal tree. He is watching from above. He is holding a pitcher taken from our home. I am getting older but he looks of the same age. Now I am 40. I am alone in the home. I feel good now. I donot feel loneliness because I know someone is here and watching me.
It is evening time. I am now 55. Today I am very angry on this boy. Whole life he remained after me. Due to my anger my head started hurting. Suddenly blood comes out of my nose and I died immediately. Villagers are cremating me. It is so strange that this is the same area where I was cremated in my last life. There is so much heaviness in my heart. I am not able to bear it. (A lot of healing done. She said now so much heaviness is lifted from my heart.)
As a therapist, I decided to do SRT and healing so that the soul on the tree across time and space can be liberated to light. After my work she said four light being angels are there cremating his body which was thrown. This is not happening in the area where the people from our village are cremated in routine. This is somewhere else. He had a mother, it seems they were poor, it looks she is watching cremation sitting in her hut. Now he is in the form of white light and surrounded by those four lights going upwards. He is saying to me forgive me and thank you. I also told him forgive me and thank you. I also asked forgiveness from his mother.
As a therapist I brought her back to her own cremation, when she felt her physical body turned into ashes, I guided her to light. She took rest in the light. I brought her back into the garden she felt a lot of white energy flowers shower falling on her.
Reorientation….
She said, Doctor Vandana, I am feeling so much lightness in my shoulders and heart now. She told, may be, I am 40 but it is so strange I always felt like 18 years old in this present life. It is so strange that from 20 years I am living in fear of that face, a boy, but now I feel so much sympathy for him. Doctor, you are an angel to me and master light for him. I am so happy that we could liberate him also. I am feeling free. Thank you for every thing.

PAST LIFE REGRESSION SESSION...

I am back to share my 3^rd regression session , before we started the session Dr.Vandana explained to me and actually prepared me for the session , she told me that this would be a difficult session and i may have difficulty in seeing things and i should be prepared and use my senses to feel  my surroundings and also try and concentrate as i may lose directions.

We started the session, as expected i was not able to regrese as easily as before, had difficulty in the first phase itself however with her efforts i managed to reach the most difficult time my soul had experienced. I saw myself as an 8 years old golden hair boy looking at  sky and playing with a kite , i started feeling uneasy feeling a dark shadow behind me. He was my gaurdian a black farm manager who had come to take me from the fields, to take me back to the farm. I was not related to him and i was raised by him on a farm located in mexico.

Dr .Vandana asked me to progress further and see what happened, i had difficulty in moving in time , i saw myself at the age of 15 wearing brown cowboy pants, it felt like i was not an obedient child anymore, i was not still helping the black guy in any way and i was just living on that farm with them, it took me alot of effort to reach the event that had effected me, it was in mexico city, i was 17 years old and i was standing at a corner , smoking , i could sense that i was a guy that people feared and if they talked to me or called me it was because of my fearless and mischeivious behaviour and not out of true respect, next i heard the black guy calling me from behind by my name , he said “ hey Bob”, and before i could turn my head fully , he hit me with a sharp edged weapon in the head , i cld feel the pain but not see the blood and i kept telling Dr.Vandana that there is no blood, i was taken to a nursing home where i was treated. after this point everything was blank and i could not progress further, would lose Dr’s directions however finally i moved to another chapter, at this point i was a 28 yrs old man , tall with brown hair, wore good clothes, married with 2 kids and i knew i was in new york city .

By now i knew i was of Italian origin and had now settled in new york, i was short tempered, did not respect my wife, did not love her though i was attached to her and i was a chain smoker which i kept on telling Dr.Vandana” I smoke alot, i smoke alot”.

Dr.Vandana asked me what did u do ? and i said i was always at home , i only ordered, i no more worked and remained home most of the times as now i had people work for me , and she asked what do they do for you ? I answered they bring me the money, i am the Mafia Don .

She asked me if i ever killed anyone and i did not want to answer, i said i no more kill and i only order my people to kill.She asked me why did i stay home and i answered to protect my family.

She asked me again if i killed many people but i did not answer and i could not progress, i said i am very short tempered, i dont like my wife, women are good for nothing, they are only there to reproduce and they can do nothing in life. My wife’s name was Mary,she was my mom-( in real life)-.

I had an assitant who took care of everything , namely billy..This man is a friend in real life , someone who played a very major role in my today’s misery. I told Dr.Vandana that billy is the guy who would take care of the business after me.

She asked my why i did not love my wife but i did not say anything and again went into a discomfort mode. After sometime Dr.Vandana asked me to move ahead in that life and then i was on the street, shot in the right knee and in the right side of the stomach, it was a shoot out of two gangs and i was shot, billi took me to a place where i felt i stayed for 3 months to recover from the wounds. My knee healed however my stomach remained infectious throughout life, interesting is that exactly at the age of 34 i started to have this knee problem/ injury where after many tests and MRIs doctors are still not sure what did cause it and asked me not to have any physical activity that would put stress on my knee for 6-9 months but more interesting is the wound on the right side of the stomach.I have a birth mark exactly at the same place. It is amazing how we carry even the physical pain with us.

When i further progressed in my past life as Don Bob, i saw myself at home, and suddenly i was hauling, the feeling of loss was so intense that  i was shaking and crying , when Dr. Asked me to explain why i was crying i told her that  my wife had sent both my sons to billy, as she thought they were more safe with him ...I could never forgive my wife for this act.

The next scene was that my wife was packing her suitcase and wanted to leave, i did not stop her, i let her go. Dr.vandana sked me to see where she was and i saw her in a house where women with no family and support were taken care of , she died a lonely death there at maybe 34 and my younger son was the only person present at her funeral.

Next Dr.Vandana asked me to see where my sons were and i could see that they were with billy , now young men, my elder son was a very cruel and shrewd man , a bad soul with scary eyes , he happened to be the closest person to me in this life who actually ruined my life and my younger son was aloof , he was not happy being there.

After this i cld not progress further so Dr.Vandana asked me to go back to childhood again , there i came to know how i had landed up living with the black guy, i was 3 years old walking with my mom and dad on the street and i was lost around noon, and by evening when no one came to take me ,the black guy he took me to that farm and raised me, at this point i knew why he hit me at the age of 17, i had become popular and the farm owner had asked me to take care of the farm and had put him out of joband jealousy was the reason for his action. This guy too has played a very major role in my today’s problems.By now i knew who he was.

At this point Dr.Vandana asked me again if i ever killed anyone and i said 4-5 maybe and i killed the black guy too. It felt as if i felt the black guy and his action lead me to becming a don as after i killed him in a state of revenge i had to tun away and everntually i turned to a Don, i felt he was responsible for polluting my soul and it is so amazing i feel the same about the person in my real life, i feel he is the cause of me taking a very wrong decision and i have been tricked to a situation that i never wanted to be in.

The next scene was when my elder son he came home, he was furious, he wanted to kill me as he thought and belived i had sent his mom away and was responsible for his death, i explained to him that she was not happy and she herself left the house, showed him the cupboard that she had taken all her belongings, he calmed down and left, at this moment i told Dr. That i did not like him and he was a bad soul, he had killed many people and was cruel , she asked me why didnt i like my elder son and finally i told the secret that he was not my son, he was my wife’s and billy’s son and i felt i never told this to my son as i did not want him to hate his mother. Interesting is t fact that the mother of the same person in my real life had ran away with her lover after marriage and then was brought back home.

Dr.Vandana asked me if i had relations with any other women and i refused very clearly. I was asked to go to the time of death , i saw myself as 75 years old who was very weak due to excessive smoking and the wound in the stomach. I was trying to turn off the light when i fell and died, my body was there for 7 days and was eventually recovered by neighbours and police came to take my body, i was not leaving the place till my body was taken care of.

Doctor asked my what colour light i was and my answer was that i was a grey powder, she asked me to move  on and go into the white light but i told her i wanted to go back , i had some work, she told me to go back and finsih it and i went back to see my younger son , i saw him and gave him my blessings and it is after that that i cld move up and above, it was a great struggle to go to the white light , Dr.Vandana being a healer as well pushed me with her techniques and eventually i reached the white light , it was magical and peaceful, i feel i rested there for 7 years.

Before the session had started i had asked y me , why have i been suffering all the time in very single life and i got my answers, she told me to see the master and ask my questions, master was disappointed but still waited to hear my question, after i asked the question he was furious and left, the feeling i got was , he wanted to convey” when you know the answer why are you fooling yourself and why are you wating my time “ i was shaken , Dr.Vandana without hearing my question , had sensed that and immediately asked me to go to my soulmates and ask from them and they too were disppointed and asked me to look for answer within me”

After that Doctor asked me to go back and forgive the black guy, my wife, my son, billy which i did , most difficult was my son, he was a bad soul only seeking revenge , i tried and he seemed to be convinced , by this time i was too tired and exhausted, dr Vandana asked me to take energy from white light and then i was slowly brought back to my conscious level.

Its 3 weeks from my session now but i still feel the pain and the tiredness as i had a very difficult life both physically and emotionally. I have found many answers to my questions, i am more firm in my decisions and have the ability to say no to the wrong people .

Thank you doctor.

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Past Life Regression

Past life regression is a regression to previous lives. A person relives and re-experiences own previous life. Dr. Brian Weiss had a young lady patient with many physical issues, fear and anxiety. In trance with his command she regressed to root cause of her present state, and to past lives. With many sessions, she improved in her health and psychological symptoms. His book “Many lives, Many masters” an international best seller, popularized past life regression around the world.

In India, Dr. Tripti Jain conducted a T.V. show-“Raj Pichlay Janam Ka”. This T.V. show made past life regression very popular in India. Now common man understands its procedure and benefits. This therapy is gaining popularity due to its beneficial results.

PAST LIFE REGRESSION THERAPY (PLRT)

 is an effective therapy and helps in all quarters of life. Few are                

 Unexplained physical, mental, emotional, relationship issues.

.                   PLR can help to improve relations/ save  married life, helps to remove disharmony in any type of relationship, makes forgiveness  easy in bitter hurts, one can understand others point of  view, one have better understanding for self.

.                   When an emotional reaction is too intense for a person, place, group.

                   Recurrent nightmare, recurrent dreams, phobias & fears get removed with PLR.

                   When a person feels low energy and chronic fatigue

                   To remove creative blocks.

                   Helps to know your identity and solving sexual problems.

                   In Chronic diseases, allergy, recurrent headache, migraine, asthma etc.

.                   For greater self-esteem.

               To bring back past life abilities in your present life and spiritual advancement.

.               PLR can be fascinating and emotional treat for some.

Is it a safe therapy?

        In this therapy no medicine is given and it is no touch therapy.

       Past life regression is safe in hands of experienced past life therapist.

What is age regression?

You regress to your present life till birth time. It is useful in:-

       Molestation and sexual assault incidence.

       Traumatic experiences

      Anxiety, Fear and bitterness because of some specific incidence.

       Traumatic and lonely childhood / adolescence.

       Brought up with alcoholic parents and in broken family.

What is in Womb (antenatal) regression?

      It is the nine month time when soul consciousness is in the womb of mother.

       Sometimes person regress to this time during regression therapy.

What is LBL (Live between Lives)?

       After end of one life soul consciousness goes above in light.

       In LBL time soul mates, master’s guidance and planning stage are observed.

What is SRT (Spirit release therapy)?

Dr. William. J. Baldwin introduced SRT. He developed most of the techniques which are used by therapist around the world. 

       In SRT discovery and release of attached entity and unwanted spirits from the energy body and the physical body is done.

      SRT when required and done properly brings positive changes in life.

Hypnotherapy

When a person is hypnotized he/she is in alpha stage. At this stage suggestions are given for recovery e.g. from emotional, physical, psychological mental issues etc. Common indications for hypnotherapy are:-      

 Remove stage fright.

       Improve self-confidence.

       Reduce stress

       Management of anger

       Overcome examination anxiety

       Stammering

        Weight reduction

      Overcome fear

       Nail  biting

   Frigidity

   Bed wetting

   Bushing

   Improve cone centration

   Gaining weight

 and much more.....

Weired Experience Past life Link....

RecurrentDream #Weired Experienced And #PastLife Link...

I had had discussed a very strange experience I had with Dr.vandana Raghuvanshi , it happened while I had travelled to another city , I checked into the hotel late at night, as soon as I entered the room in the hotel it felt very heavy, the air was too sticky. It was 11 pm when i checked in and soon after i got into bed, where i had this really strange experience of an immense energy field surrounding me , so strong that i could not move any limb, i was not scared but i could not understand what was going on , i was so shocked that as a healer or pranic healing practitioner i still could not protect myself , after few yet very long minutes it had stopped. The next morning when i got up and drew back the curtains i saw a church and the cross right out of the window, after that for the next 3 days whenever i went out for my evening walk i went to that church and paid donation and respect.

On the 3rd night there was a problem with the curtains and i had to shift from that room, when i was picking up my stuff i felt a pat on my shoulder and a voice saying “ Don’t go”, since i am healer i realized they did not want to hurt me but maybe they needed me. Anyways I left the room ,the new room was absolutely fine.

After reaching my home town i started to have regular dreams about 2 ladies and a man’s dead body who had disfigured faces and they wanted to know something from me, it was very scary, i discussed the same with Dr.Vandana . Before starting the session i had the same question of “ why did i have to suffer in this life so much ? I told Dr.Vandana I must have done something in some life .Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi told me to find its reason in past life . I agreed.

Session of my past life started...

I was a tall man with brown hair and white skin, wearing a hat , i was in Europe a place with stone pavements, looked like Italy. I walked with the help of a stick and i was limping , i had to know what happened to me so when i travelled back i saw a scene where near a beautiful square with lovely fountains and red flowers on stone waved road a horse cart went out of control , while i was trying to help control the cart i fell and the horse cart ran over my right leg and so i could no more walk properly and had to use the stick. I was asked to go to my childhood, i was a 12 year old boy , eldest of all other children in an orphanage , i was called Sam and i was very loved by the younger children and the care taker, i was a responsible and kind child who would take care of the younger kids in that place.

I was asked if i married but the answer was no and i never had anyone in my life.

The next important event in my life was my death i committed suicide at the age of 38, the reason was i was too lonely, i was buried and my Grave stone read Samanuel .

The lesson i learnt from that life was that i was lonely because i chose to be that way , if i had opened up to people and let my guard down i would have not been so lonely that i would end my life, interestingly i have been having the same pattern in this life too, I am lonely because i have chosen not to open up to people.

Dr. Vandana Raghuvanshi guided me to another life time ....

I saw myself as a man of about 30-35 , who did not look good at all with a long face and a long nose wearing long brown coat, i was stealing some silver goods from a house, the owners were two ladies and a man, they were at supper table and i was waiting in a corner and watching them. The same people they have been appearing in my dreams since that trip.

I stole their silver goods and in the next scene I was at a palacial house, there was a big feast going on with many people dancing and moving around happily, i went up the wooden stairs and opend a door, a beautiful woman was wearing her jewellery , i entered the room took her jewellery , molested her and went to another room , opened the door and saw a big man .

The next event was that I was on a chair, a chair that was meant to be a death chair, iIwas cold and shivering and knew my death was near, I was asked to go back and see what happened , I saw that the man in that room in the palacial house had caught me and called the police(or some people of law of that time) and I was arrested and sent to jail, i was sentenced to death on that chair not because of robbery but because those 3 old people from whom i robbed the silver stuff died of poisoning, I had poisoned them so that they fall un conscious however the dose was more than required and hence they died.

I had no remorse then, a soul with no conscious but when I was sitting on that chair and in the last few moments before my sentence I had realized what I had done and I was regretful and scared.

I died on that chair with something like a strong shock, I had passed urine and strangely I was shivering and I was cold during the time while regressing.

I guided up, I was a dark smokey gray colour light, When I reached light my colour started to change and it became lighter and lighter.

Interestingly after that session I never had that dream again. They wanted to know why did i poison them as they loved me , they wanted to tell me i would have got the silver stuff if i would have asked them and why did i have to kill them and steal from them? What had they done wrong to me, their faces were disfigured in the dream as they had died of severe poisoning. I got my answers and i am sure this regression and forgiveness that was done helped them move ahead too.

Thank to divine ...Thank to Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi

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Claustrophobia and Past life link..

Claustrophobia and past life link

A 25 year old girl came with complain of claustrophobia. She feels she is struggling with this fear since childhood. She said dr.vandana , I feel upset with it, so I want to see my past life.

Session….

I am a beautiful girl with golden hair. I am the only child. My parents are rich. We own a big estate, many people work here.

I am 19 year now, riding a horse all alone. I reach a forest area a little far from our estate. I stop my horse as I feel someone is following me from behind. I look back and see a couple on horse who work in our estate. I step down as I think my parents have sent them after me. They step down and suddenly the man masked my face with a cloth. The woman tied my hands. They are taking me but the speed is slow. So now they tie me on the back of the horse and the man rides it. The woman took my horse. I shout leave me!leave me! They reach an isolated place after sometime. There is pin drop silence around. I am in a very small closed room. The woman untied my hands and removed the mask. The woman is very fat and ugly. The room has an earthen floor. There is no window buthas a small ventilator near the roof. The room is dark. The woman tellsme that I will be released when my parents will give them lot of money and jewels. They locked the room from outside and left.I do not hear any sound. There is frightening silence. I am very afraid. It is such a small closed place that I feel suffocated. The plate offood is slipped inside from the gap at the bottom of the door. There is not much light so I cannot see what it is. It is tasteless staple food and very difficult to eat. They come after a very long time, open the door and enter the room. The man stands at the door. The woman shouts at me, beats me and rubs sand on my face. It seems they are not able to get money from my parents. Her behavior is getting horrible as time passes. I am getting weak day by day. I have not seen sun,I have not felt air, I donot know how many days, months and years have passed. I do not have any orientation of time. I am skin thin but alive. It feels they came after a very long time. Woman is very angry and scratches my face and lips with her hands. Suddenly I felt too much anger and bit her hand. She holds me by my hair and smashes my head on the wall. I am dead.  My last thought was that if only I could have breathed in fresh air. This was some European country.

Reorientation…..

She said the impression of the life lived in  a very small closed room is with me from very early age. Any place which is closed, e.g, picture halls, lifts, even the small washrooms suffocate me and make mepanic. I feel that reliving that traumatic life helped me release those memories of the past because now I feel that an unknown burden and fear from mind is lifted. Past is over, past is released, I am free. A lot of blessings to you doctor. 

Practitioner of past life regression in Pathankot, India

Past Life Regression  very effective To Remove Your Blocks and Solve Your Unexplained Issues of body , mind and life , relationship .....t, do what you really love to do.

**2nd life-...Mimi (~1900), a women,? Aregntina (south America),bought up her daughter alone, as her loving husband died ,when daughter was only three.She gave whole life to daughter and not utilized another chance came in life .Lession learned....Courage is must, for the things for which you feel strongly.If you have courage you donot miss another chance.
***3rd life....Borris (~1893 Russia) lived a good life, was sportman, married young, understand soon that they were very differnt, took dicision, seperated with each other with harmony, travelled, wrote, when felt lonely felt like adopting child, adopted child, lived ha

.He regressed three pastlives in a single past life regression session....After session he said- It was amazing.....

*A 32 yrs ,man,working in MNC, from Delhi.....

1st life...Prakash (~1960) an army man , only son of small state, in Raj. learned lession..Have courage,stay to your poinppily with son till end. Lession learned....Satisfactory life. decide in time.listen to heart.And people who love you donot leave them.
In present life...Borris life wisdom and lession was needed to be reminded, as mimi,s life and prakash,s life ..forget that he already learned this lession...It was an amazing session.

Testimonial....Surrogate Past life Regression.... Send by the person who had this session with me..... .Surrogate regression was taken by myself for my brother. Issue for which session was taken was my brother's relationship with a girl from past 7 years, he wanted to marry her but my parents were not ready as they wanted him to first get settled in life and then get married. My brother who left studies after higher secondary wanted to start a construction bussiness but my father who is a retired person had limited resources and was not well from past few years so cannot help my brother. He wanted that my brother should go abroad, be independent by himself to run a family and then get married but girl's parents were continuously pressurising for marriage. This lead to blame game, as my brother started blaming parents that because of them he is not able to earn and not getting married. My brother started misbheaving with parents and use to threat them that he'll commit suicide. Then I approached Dr. Vandana and she suggested me to take a surrogate regression for my brother. On the day of regression doctor took me into deep hypnotic trans. Session beginned with seeking permission from my higher self and my brother's higher self to further proceed for PLR. After permission was granted, I was taken to most important past life of my brother which was affecting the present. It was 18th century life, in England. Entered the life as young 5 years old child with curly hair (same as he is having in his present life) and his name was Sam. With entering only into this past life crying beginned. Doctor asked to observe what happened to him. Saw that he was playing a with ball and was happy, then had a fight with young girl who was also playing with him and girl slapped him ( found that young girl to be myself, sister in his past life also, similar fights we had in our present childhood also). In next scene, he was sitting on table and having dinner with father( same father in present life) and was happy, father loves him alot. Next I was asked to observe important event affecting present life. Sam was now 12 or 13 years old sitting on a wooden swing with a girl and holding her hand. Both were in love and the girl was his present life girlfriend also. Doctor asked to see what happens next. In next scene, he was 17 years old boy sitting depressed on chair and suddenly he gets up from chair go towards wooden almirah, opens it and picks up a revolver and shoot himself in his right forehead (in present life also he use to have severe headache on right side). Doctor asked to see why he shot himself and is there someone with him. Saw him lying in a pool of blood in his mother's lap (same mother in present life also) but reason for which he comitted suicide was not found. Then doctor said life got over and took Sam's soul to very higher plane and ask to see down in life and find the reason. Then saw Sam begging before his girlfriend's parents to let him meet her and he wanted to marry her. But they didn't allowed as they wanted him to bring money from home and told him they will marry their daughter to him only when he brings them money, they were greedy. In next scene, he steals money and jewellery from home and gives it to his girlfriend's parents but they wanted him to bring more and didn't allowed him to meet girl (in present life also he use to take money from mother by lying to her that he needs it and then buy expensive gifts for his girlfriend). Sam started remaining depressed, his mother made lot of efforts to make him understand that they are not good people and he should forget about girl as we don't have the amount of money they are asking for but he was adamant that he'll only marry that girl. He goes to his girlfriend's house daily and begs in front of her parents but they didn't said yes to his proposal. After sometime they married their daughter to some rich man and girl was also happy with her husband. After this event Sam was under severe depression and ended his life. Then Dr.Vandana took the soul to seek master light's guidance. Guidance came that he should go abroad. After guidance healing was given and lot of blackness got released from body of my brother. Dr. Vandana also released all the unwanted chords from his aura. Then 2nd life came of a married woman. Husband was present life girlfriend. I was asked to observe important event. Saw husband was hitting wife with a wooden stick. Reason behind was wife didn't brought enough dowry. In next scene, saw husband left the wife and started living with another women. Wife couldn't bear this and ended her life by jumping in a river. After death soul was brought up and healing was given by doctor to release suicidal tendencies which remained in both lifes and in present life also my brother use to threaten parents for ending life himself. Results: My brother ended up relationship with the girl. Now he understands that his parents were right, respects them more. He has moved abroad now.

A perfect past life ...PLRT CHANDIGARH

A PLR Session report , person sharing with all of you....

I went to dr.vandana raghuvanshi, a past life therapist in Chandigarh and told her that  I wanted to experience a perfect life and bring back those qualities in my life

 We started with the session, as soon as i was in the hypnotic state i saw as a woman in my mid early 30s, i was wearing everything in white, beige and off white colour, i was wearing a pleated skirt, a shirt with front frills , and a hat too.

I was looking at a building and it seemed i was formally dressed for some work. I reached the top floor of the building and i could see that it was a clinic and i was a doctor. I was a gynecologist , i could see expecting women in the room and i was examining them.

Next was when i was instructed to see at home , It was supper time , my husband , a handsome man with brown hair and moustaches was sitting at the table , we had two kids, a son and a daughter  about the age of 7 & 9. I worked at home too , it seemed i cooked and cleaned myself.

My name at the clinic board read Dr. Henna Henry Matheson.  My husband’s name was Henry Matheson and he was a doctor too.

Next scene was that I saw myself painting and teaching young kids . It was a very fulfilling activity , i was very happy and contented doing that . I said I am happy , this is what i love as a doctor i have earned respect but that profession does not give me happiness , i want to do more than just going to my clinic.

I regressed further and i saw myself in my mid 50s, I was painting and i had a sizable studio , I loved what i was doing , I said i have quit as a doctor and now i only paint and i love it , I have become known for my paintings and i have a studio now. I am still equally respected.

She asked me to see what my husband was doing , I saw that my husband was no more and my kids were away to other cities for their schooling . My husband had died of TB, i saw him at the time of his death , he was coughing blood and he eventually passed away.

When i further regressed i saw myself at a gathering , I was not amongst the guests , my son and my daughter were sitting at the front row when my name was called , i reached the podium and it seemed that i was given a life achievement award by a the mayor of my city , it was for the charity hospital i had opened after my  late husband.

Dr.Vandana asked me where is this place , you would know and my answer was this has to be England , as there is no sense of fashion and people wear such boring clothes. I still wonder why did i say something like that ?

The next was the scene of my death , i knew that it was the time so i wore near clean clothes and sat on my bed , and i departed . It was a very beautiful and peaceful death .

When i looked from above i said this was my dream life , i had a perfect home , a warm family , my husband loved me , I was recognised for both my profession and my passion and people knew me as an artist , I did charity and my work was recognised and honoured. This is my dream life.Further i moved up , i was a bright white light , I saw my master Soul and the group of souls.  I went to the master soul to pay respect and thank him for such a wonderful journey . I got his blessings and then it was time to come back.

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क्या है past life regression और इसकी उपयोगिता क्या है ? मैं डॉ वंदना रघुवंशी, मेडिकल साइंस में अधिस्नातक होने के साथ साथ हीलर भी हूँ । ये थैरेपी कोई नई बात नहीं है बल्कि प्राचीन काल से ही इसका उपयोग होता आया है । गुरुकुलों में विध्यार्थियों की गलत आदतों को समाप्त करने और अच्छे संस्कारों को feed करने के लिए गुरु लोग इसका उपयोग करते आये हैं ।भगवत गीता के अध्याय-2 के श्लोक -12 और 13 में श्री कृष्ण कहते हैं कि हे अर्जुन "न तो ऐसा है कि मैं किसी काल में नहीं था, तू नहीं था या ये राजा लोग नहीं थे और न ही ऐसा है कि मरने के बाद हम सब नहीं रहेंगे , आगे कहते हैं कि जैसे बचपन के बाद जवानी और फिर बुढ़ापा आता है उसी प्रकार जीवात्मा को नये शरीर की प्राप्ति होती है ।इसी प्रकार अध्याय -4 के श्लोक -5 में कहते हैं कि हे अर्जुन मेरे और तेरे अनेक जन्म हो चुके हैं उन सबको तू नहीं जनता, लेकिन मैं जानता हूँ, अध्याय -8 के श्लोक -6 में कहते हैं कि मनुष्य जिस जिस भावना को स्मरण करता रहता है तब मृत्यु के पश्चात उसी प्रकार से उसको प्राप्ति होती है ।इस प्रकार गीता में पुनर्जन्म और उन जन्मो की भाव संस्कारों की स्मृति को आगे के जन्मो में Cary on होने की बात सिद्ध कर दिया है । महर्षि पातंजल ने भी योग दर्शन में , विभूति चैप्टर के सूत्र-18,19 और 20 में यह स्पष्ट कर दिया है कि संस्कार के साक्षात्कार इसका अर्थ ये है कि किसी भावना के विषय में पूछताछ करने पर पूर्व जन्म के कर्मों का ज्ञान होता है अर्थात पता चलता है ।उन्होंने ये भी स्पस्ट किया है की इसी प्रकार दुसरे मनुष्य के भी पूर्व जीवन के बारे में जानकारी की जा सकती है और भविष्य का ज्ञान भी किया जा सकता है । बर्तमान में भी मन के कई स्तरों के विषय में काफी खोजबीन हुई है और मनोवैज्ञानिकों ने इसको सरल करके past life regression की थैरेपी विकसित की है । बहुत सारे लोगों ने इस थैरेपी से अपने जीवन की विभिन्न परेशानियों को सुलझाया है और खुशहाल जीवन की ओर अग्रसर हैं । तो आइये आप भी इसकी उपयोगिता का लाभ उठायें ।

SRT And PLRT

Gruesome End & Demonic Entry in Past Life
Subject:33 years old educated women living with 8 year old son who is not able to speak. Married life included physical and mental torture at the highest level, separated since 2 years. She feels responsible for her son’s problem; her state of mind is not settled. Also feels a “Black Saya” covering her off and on.
She cannot let go her separated husband even with inner feeling of danger to her life and still resists divorcing him.She said dr.vandana can you help me ?
Session:
Scanning: Left leg grey color abdomen blood clots released to light.
Spine- blackness with chilling feeling coming up towards head. In head dabble with red eyes and black face challenging and laughing. Subject felt too much fear. With healing devil dislodged and sucked by white light. Immediately she felt that her body felt very light.

Regression:
Sub: I am very scared, this is my bedroom, and blood is on the wall and bed sheets. My body is severely mutilated. My head is having wound on right side its bleeding. The room is very cold and is on 1st floor of my home. I am 26 year old woman. My name is Maryanne. My husband is pacing in the room. He killed me. He is also in present life my husband. (Subject felt too much visible pain in body and very sadness. She cried a lot.
Dr.Vr: Move back to time when you were alive.
Sub: (30 minutes life description) beating by husband, living in fear, loneliness constantly. 2 sons. Severe pain in spine and legs due to beating and a lot of crying
Dr.Vr: Go to the moment and find why is he treating you like this?
Sub: I am 19 years old unmarried &attending a marriage party. A handsome man in a white Navy dress giving a lot of attention to me. There is another man looking at us with jealousy. He is my husband later on. The jealous man came to our home, talked to my parents. We are getting married. My life is very miserable now. He doubts me. Now I have 2 sons. I am under stress and fear of life.
Dr.Vr: Go to the event which leads to your traumatic death.
Sub: I am walking on road near my home. I saw the Navy man. He is trying to talk to me. I am running away from him. My husband saw from window. I reached home. He is beating me, dragging me to the bedroom, strangulating me; hit my head with a rod, it’s hurting and bleeding. This is the same room and I am dead. He is pacing. It’s dark now. There is another old dirty fearful wound on left side of head. It looks very odd. It is not bleeding as the right side had been. From this wound a blackness is entering from inside. I am having a chilling over my spine. It’s scary.
(Healing work is done)
Dr.Vr: what happened to your body?
Sub:I am buried. My sons are crying. Very few people came for funeral. Nobody asks from my husband. My sons keeping yellow flowers (subject cried a lot).
Dr.Vr: What lesson you learnt?
Sub: I regret not being fearless.
Dr.Vr: where are you going now and how do you look?
Sub: I am red flame. I am angry and frustrated.
(Healing done) I am whiter and going up. Now I am in white light. It’s peaceful here.
Dr.Vr: see your master guide light?
Sub: It’s white blue light. I ask him- why I cannot let go? He said- you will.
(Subject relaxed and became quiet)

Re-orientation: She said.... I felt very light after realizing the devil. I am repeating very similar married life pattern. I am feeling “I can let go”. Now I will not live in fear. I haven’t seen my present son in my past life.

Advice: take extra care for nutritious diet and rest for 3 weeks. Must walk for 45 minutes in morning in fresh air. Develop attitude of forgiveness. Observe change in yourself and your life for 3 months. After that take a session regarding your son.
Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi
Past Life Regression Therapist
Chandigarh,India
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Past life story...

Uncontrolled sexual urge and Past life link

A 34 year M.B.B.S doctor came with the question - Why do I have uncontrolled urge for sex since childhood? He said I need to find it’s answer dr.vandana  , it is in my past life .

Session….

It is a village in the hills of Himachal, a small house, six year boy playing with kids. My father is sick and bed ridden. My grandparents are old. A group of Jogis came, they are taking me away to help my father’s sickness. My mother is crying. My grandparents are helpless.

I am crying. They take me very far away on to a hill top. They cut my hair, beat me, make me clean the whole area. They sexually abuse me daily. I am 13 year old now, they hit my penis with sticks. They crush my penis. 

I leave the area. I am 17. I am running very fast. I am full of anger at these people because of these events. After a lot of roaming, now I am 23 and living in a Kutia. I have grown a beard and do Tapsya. There is a lady who cleans the area, gives me food and lives with me. I usually avoid getting close to her. I know I am not capable to fulfill her desire, so I concentrate on my Tapsya. Now I am 41. She left with somebody. Villagers give me food. I collect herbs and plants and prepare medicines and give them. People are happy with me and respect me. I am happy and satisfied. Slowly people from surrounding villages also come for medicine. Now I teach how to prepare medicine from herbs and plants. Now, I am 66, I feel my end is coming so I decide to leave and go back to jungle. Villagers do not allow me to leave but I insist, so they agree.

Now, I live in a small Kutia built near a tree. I am writing a granth on Ayurveda medicine.

It feels that probably two people stab my abdomen and take away my granth. I am bleeding profusely. I pull the dagger out and try to apply medicine. It is a slow death. I am lying and thinking about my childhood, about my young age and that I could not have sex. Villagers came and found me dead. They cremated me and built a temple in my memory. It was 1885. I learnt the lesson that forgive the people and help everyone.

Reorientation… 

He said that it is so surprising that continued sexual abuse in childhood and the event of not able to fulfill my urge in adulthood in my past life of 1885, still have so strong imprints in my subconscious mind in the present life. In this life I love my medical profession. Now I feel very relieved & light. Thank you doctor, you helped me to find the reason behind my most difficult issue in present life.  

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Why I suffered so much in my life ????  Session is written and shared by subject who regressed ...

Session

I saw myself as an 8 years old golden hair boy looking at  sky and playing with a kite , i started feeling uneasy feeling a dark shadow behind me. He was my guardian, a black farm manager who had come to take me from the fields, to take me back to the farm. I was not related to him and i was raised by him on a farm located in Mexico.

 Then  I saw myself at the age of 15 wearing brown cowboy pants, it felt like I  was not an obedient child anymore, I was not still helping the black guy in any way and i was just living on that farm with them, it took me a lot of effort to reach the event that had affected me, it was in Mexico city, i was 17 years old and i was standing at a corner , smoking ,I i could sense that i was a guy that people feared and if they talked to me or called me it was because of my fearless and mischievous behaviour and not out of true respect, next i heard the black guy calling me from behind by my name , he said “ hey Bob”, and before I could turn my head fully , he hit me with a sharp edged weapon in the head , I cld feel the pain but not see the blood and i kept telling Dr.Vandana that there is no blood, I  was taken to a nursing home where i was treated. after this point everything was blank and i could not progress further, would lose Dr’s directions however finally i moved to another chapter, at this point i was a 28 yrs old man , tall with brown hair, wore good clothes, married with 2 kids and I knew I was in New York city .

By now i knew i was of Italian origin and had now settled in new york, i was short tempered, did not respect my wife, did not love her though i was attached to her and i was a chain smoker which I kept on telling Dr.Vandana” I smoke alot, I smoke alot”.

Dr.Vandana asked me what did u do ? and I said i was always at home , I only ordered, i no more worked and remained home most of the times as now iihad people work for me , and she asked what do they do for you ? I answered they bring me the money, i am the Mafia Don .

She asked me if i ever killed anyone and i did not want to answer,  i  said Ii no more kill and i only order my people to kill. She asked me why did i stay home and i answered to protect my family.

She asked me again if i killed many people but i did not answer and i could not progress, i said i am very short tempered, i  dont like my wife, women are good for nothing, they are only there to reproduce and they can do nothing in life. My wife’s name was Mary, she was my mom-( in real life)-.

I had an assistant who took care of everything , namely Billy..This man is a friend in real life , someone who played a very major role in my today’s misery. I told Dr.Vandana that billy is the guy who would take care of the business after me.

She asked my why i did not love my wife but i did not say anything and again went into a discomfort mode. After sometime Dr.Vandana asked me to move ahead in that life and then i was on the street, shot in the right knee and in the right side of the stomach, it was a shoot out of two gangs and i was shot, Billi took me to a place where I felt i stayed for 3 months to recover from the wounds. My knee healed however my stomach remained infectious throughout life, interesting is that exactly at the age of 34 I started to have this knee problem/ injury where after many tests and MRIs doctors are still not sure what did cause it and asked me not to have any physical activity that would put stress on my knee for 6-9 months but more interesting is the wound on the right side of the stomach.I have a birth mark exactly at the same place. It is amazing how we carry even the physical pain with us.

When i further progressed in my past life as Don Bob, i saw myself at home, and suddenly i was hauling, the feeling of loss was so intense that  i was shaking and crying , when Dr. Asked me to explain why i was crying i told her that  my wife had sent both my sons to billy, as she thought they were more safe with him ...I could never forgive my wife for this act.

The next scene was that my wife was packing her suitcase and wanted to leave, i did not stop her, i let her go. Dr.vandana asked me to see where she was and i saw her in a house where women with no family and support were taken care of , she died a lonely death there at maybe 34 and my younger son was the only person present at her funeral.

Next Dr.Vandana asked me to see where my sons were and i could see that they were with billy , now young men, my elder son was a very cruel and shrewd man , a bad soul with scary eyes , he happened to be the closest person to me in this life who actually ruined my life and my younger son was aloof , he was not happy being there.

After this i cld not progress further so Dr.Vandana asked me to go back to childhood again , there i came to know how i had landed up living with the black guy, i was 3 years old walking with my mom and dad on the street and i was lost around noon, and by evening when no one came to take me ,the black guy he took me to that farm and raised me, at this point i knew why he hit me at the age of 17, i had become popular and the farm owner had asked me to take care of the farm and had put him out of job and jealousy was the reason for his action. This guy too has played a very major role in my today’s problems. By now i knew who he was.

At this point Dr.Vandana asked me again if i ever killed anyone and i said 4-5 maybe and i killed the black guy too. It felt as if i felt the black guy and his action lead me to becoming a don as after i killed him in a state of revenge i had to turn away and eventually i turned to a Don, i felt he was responsible for polluting my soul and it is so amazing i feel the same about the person in my real life, i feel he is the cause of me taking a very wrong decision and i have been tricked to a situation that i never wanted to be in.

The next scene was when my elder son he came home, he was furious, he wanted to kill me as he thought and believed i had sent his mom away and was responsible for his death, i explained to him that she was not happy and she herself left the house, showed him the cupboard that she had taken all her belongings, he calmed down and left, at this moment i told Dr. That i did not like him and he was a bad soul, he had killed many people and was cruel , she asked me why didnt i like my elder son and finally i told the secret that he was not my son, he was my wife’s and billy’s son and i felt i never told this to my son as i did not want him to hate his mother. Interesting is t fact that the mother of the same person in my real life had ran away with her lover after marriage and then was brought back home.

Dr.Vandana asked me if i had relations with any other women and i refused very clearly. I was asked to go to the time of death , i saw myself as 75 years old who was very weak due to excessive smoking and the wound in the stomach. I was trying to turn off the light when i fell and died, my body was there for 7 days and was eventually recovered by neighbours and police came to take my body, i was not leaving the place till my body was taken care of.

Doctor asked my what colour light i was and my answer was that i was a grey powder, she asked me to move  on and go into the white light but i told her i wanted to go back , i had some work, she told me to go back and finish it and i went back to see my younger son , i saw him and gave him my blessings and it is after that that i cld move up and above, it was a great struggle to go to the white light , Dr.Vandana being a healer as well pushed me with her techniques and eventually i reached the white light , it was magical and peaceful, i feel i rested there for 7 years.

Life is Souls dwelling...Go on beautifying it

PLRT CHANDIGARH

A 33 year old woman came to find the answer for her sadness for unknown reasons.

Session….

I am meditating sitting on a high stone rock. At the end of my meditation I am looking at the Sun and Namaste to Sun. I took my stuff and walked down the rock. As I am walking wearing a white Dhoti, a white thread and Rudraksh Mala,I can tell I am so energized. I am bald except for a black Choti on the back of my head. My body and brain both are refreshed. I have beautiful black eyes and fair skin tone. As I am walking towards my house I see villagers paying me respect “Namaskar”. I am enjoying my status, my mind and everything around me.

Suddenly I see a girl running and behind her couple of people trying to catch her. I run towards her without giving a second thought. She comes towards me. As I reach her, I signaled her to come behind me.  I covered her. The moment she touched my back as she was hiding, I felt instant attraction towards her. People who followed her are in front of me but they leave as they respect me. I bring the girl home as I cannot leave her in the middle. We don’t talk on the way.

My mother is at home and she gives her food. She looks at me constantly.  I am attracted to her. After few days of her stay at our home one day she came upstairs in my room. She said she wants to marry me. I was shocked but confused as I was a saint but I was attracted towards her also. She feels safe with me and attracted to me. She is bold and very straight forward. She is very clear but I am confused about marriage. I leave the home in confusion. I came back in the evening and found her in my room waiting for me. I hugged her passionately and said yes.

We are getting married. Marriage ceremony is over. Suddenly some villagers carrying lathis in their hands came to our house. I realized I lost my respect due to this marriage. Villagers were very angry with me. I don’t know who she was and in what situation she was in. I married her due to attraction and the situation we were in. It was only love, no judgment for each other. But this was not enough for society. The villagers almost beat me to death but I don’t feel the pain. They took her away to the river. Somehow I run behind them but they drown her in front me and I could not do anything. She died in the river. I think to drown myself also as I did not want to live any more but I did not do it. I spent days and nights on the river bank, just sitting sad and helpless. And then I came back to my home.

Now I am little older, two young boys run around the house and smile at me. I often see them in my home and around. I think they are growing with me. I spent all my life in sadness and without purpose. I lost my physical and mental beauty just repenting on the thought that I could not live my life as I wanted. I was neither a saint nor a family man. I am sad, has no interest and liveliness as I had when in was young. I felt failure inside. I died in sadness.   

In light, Lord Shiva gave her guidance and energy. She left my Chamber saying I feel very light. She said.. Thank you doctor  Vandana Ji for this wonderful experience, I feel as if my soul is healed.