Repetitive pattern
A client came and
told my wife was always good to me. Once I was sick she helped me so much. Now she don’t want to see me and she is not
living with me. Why this happened to me I want to know the reason in my past
life.
Session........
I am living in a
small house with my wife and daughter. It is night time. I am talking to my
daughter. Next day I am going for work. I am an engineer working at a
construction site. I am checking some papers. I came back to home in the evening.
I am talking to my wife. Next day a man came to us. He is my relative. We all
four of us are going to the city market. It is India. I have a motorcycle so we
are going in a three wheeler. My wife looks upset. A car is going nearby and
she is looking at the car. She is telling me to buy a car now.
One day I was going
on the motorcycle to market along with my daughter. (she is also my present
life daughter and wife is also my present life wife). We met with an accident.
My daughter got hurt. She got plaster on leg and stitches. My wife is very
upset. My daughter is admitted. I am staying with her. When my daughter got
discharged my wife came to pick us. She came in a car driving by herself. We
are very quiet. Next day we argued a lot. My wife is speaking lot of things to
me. It is very hurting to listen. We pushed each other. She is packing her
things. She is taking daughter along.
She is taking a three wheeler. The car is not outside our home. I feel
it was someone’s car. Now I am alone. I keep on going for my work. After some
time my daughter contacted me. They live in some hill area. I am arranging for
her hostel admission. She is very happy. I did not meet my wife because I felt
very hurt in last incident. Life is going on. My daughter is growing. I meet
her in her hostel. Now I have a car. I go to meet her in car. One day she told
me that my wife had an accident and died.
I am taking to my
daughter about her marriage. She agreed. There is very good wedding
arrangement. I am alone making the arrangement. I am tired but feeling happy.
Now I am old living all alone. I have my three friends who are also old. I meet
them in park and walk. One day in
morning I died in my home. My daughter
and my friends came and cremated me. My life was good but me and my wife did
not live together. I am in the light and getting healed.
Reorientation.....
I understand that I am repeating the same
pattern in my married life. I do hope i break the pattern now. Thank you Doctor
Vandana.
