I saw myself as a girl around the age of 13-14 and i was entering a house , nice, cozy home with a green grass lawn, a white painted house....I was baby sitting a small 4-5 years old kid, he was not my brother but i was very attached to that baby, his parents would come by 5 pm and that was the time i would leave for my home. I was asked to see where i stayed and i was staying in an orphange , i was well over the age i was allowed to stay however i was a favorite of nuns there who run the orphange attached to the church so i was permitted to stay. I needed to know how did i end up being in the orphange so i travelled back and i Saw my current life mother leaving the city with my younger brother and leaving me behind, i was then at the age of 7/8 with brown hair, wearing a long white frok , i could see them go but i still did not know what did that mean and never came to know either.
Dr.Vandana asked me to recognize the place and it was very clear that it was Canada.
The next scene was that i was married and my husband was bed ridden, i was working and i would take care of him , i had to travel back to see how and why was he bed ridden and how did we get married, when i reached back to the time, i saw that we were class mates in college and we fell in love very young and got married at the age of 21-22 and after a few years when i was just 26 years old he met with an accident, he was benjamin and after that accident benjamin could not move as he had got paralized waist below.... Dr. Vandana asked me if i ever met any other man and the answer was no , I loved benjamin and i was happy and contented taking care of him, he on the other hand was very sad and his dosability had taken a tall on him.
When i was taken to the most important event in my life which usually is why one wants to have the regression and is the event which has the lesson one carries from that life, i saw myself a middle aged woman, now age and the fact of being both the bread winner and the nurse for my husband was showing on my face and i was no more the happy woman i was , the scene i saw brought a smile on my face and was when Benjamin and me walked out of the hospital ,he was cured and he could walk now, i was so happy and felt that all that pain and sufferring was worth those many years, after that i saw a scene where i came home from work and saw Benjamin hanged from the ceiling, he left me alone after all those years and all those efforts. He had become too sadistic and had started to believe that he is worthless and he should not live anymore, i did not blame him but i felt so lonely , i left that house and went back to the church and soon after i died too. Till this moment i had not cared to identify myself as i had sacrificed my life for my soulmate , when Dr.Vandana asked me to see what it was written on my grave stone , it read “ Anna who gave her life for love”
