Present life vs past life - a PLR session

Present life vs past life - a PLR session

A client told I feel very sad and lonely. In my present life I feel suffocated and usually hurt by family and friends. I feel like visiting my past life.

Session…..             

I am small 8 yr old boy standing in a red soil ground. I am alone. It seems I am looking for someone. A woman is looking at me from a little afar. I feel she will come to me. Some men are also entering the ground. The woman ran away. They come near me and tell me I am an illegitimate child. I am afraid and ran towards village. I reached a small house. A woman is cooking meals. I am helping her. We are waiting. A man and a boy came. We are now taking food. The three of them are absorbed in themselves. I feel isolated and all alone. The boy is their son. He brought me to his home. The boy loves me and treats me as his brother. He is looking at me and giving me more food to eat.

Now I am 15 yrs old and clean shoes in the village.  My brother has joined army. The man does not like me. He beats me a lot and calls me bastard. My brother came back and got married. He shifted to some city. He started some business linked with stones for me. He calls me Madhav. I am bodily very weak. Whenever the man comes he treats me very badly. Nobody likes me in the village.  

I am 30 plus. I could not marry. Life is ok. The woman is dead. We all are sad. The man came to live with us. My life is fine when my brother is here but when he goes for work my life is difficult.

I am 45. One day the body of my brother came. I am very sad and feeling at loss. Now I am afraid about myself. I am still living in this house with his father. Our fights are on the rise. One day few men came to house. The man locked me in a room. After sometime he opened the room. I am trying to get out of the room but he did not allow and stopped me. He wrapped a cloth around my face. I am feeling suffocated. He is beating me. It seems they are taking me somewhere. I feel many more people are with him now. I feel I am lying on the ground. Someone is beating and breaking my hand. I am very afraid.  They are now burying me in the ground. I am breathless and suffocated. I die. At the time of death there was too much pain in my body and I was suffocating. I was unwanted. No one was mine. The brother is my present life mother. In light the soul consciousness felt healed and message received ----“self love”.

Reorientation…

It was a difficult past life but I do not know why I feel light. The present life is better, maybe I have a step father but my mother and sister are with me. I will try to appreciate the good things I have in present life.   

Uneasiness in making eye contact

Uneasiness in making eye contact

Client told me I feel uneasiness in making eye contact since childhood, wish to find reason.

PLR Session…

It is morning. Many persons are in home. We are taking breakfast. I am a 17 year old girl wearing gown. I am very beautiful. It is a European country. We live happily.

Now I am 20 getting married nearby. I am with my husband in his home. Now I have a son. My husband goes to work. I only work at home. My husband remains stressed due to his work. He does not talk to me. It is very lonely life (crying visibly). My son is independent now. I lived a lonely life and died at the age of 40. It was a lonely life. I never socialized. May be this is the reason I feel uncomfortable with people. 

In light received Guidance.

Why do I keep on delaying my progress?

Why do I keep on delaying my progress?

Client asked Dr Vandana; why do I keep on delaying my progress, am I afraid of something? I wish to know its reason.

Session...

I am a girl child inside a home. My home is warm. It is morning. My mother is sitting on chair. She looks worried. It’s a big house. I don’t have anyone to play with. I am 6 years old. I just keep sitting. I am sad and feel like crying. My mother always looks worried. There is also a man. He is my father. It is night. I am sleeping in a big room. I am feeling very lonely. I am crying. My mother came into my room. She looks worried and she is also crying.

Today is my birthday. We are in the garden. There is a table. There is cake and lot of other things. Other children are playing in the garden but I am sitting and just watching them. I am feeling sad. I feel something is wrong with my health.

It is night. I high fever. My mother is with me and crying. I feel I could not make that night. My last thought was my mother is worried and suffering. I was losing. I was very lonely inside. The lesson I learnt that I should have enjoyed my time with my mom. My mother is also my present life mother. The life I finished, I could not do much due to physical issue. But I feel in my soul memory it is also there in my present life that I cannot  do . I feel this is the reason behind my nature of keep on delaying progress in my present life.

Now I am in the light and getting some Guidance. The light is very bright.

Why my life becomes troublesome all of a sudden? I want to know about my past life.

Why my life becomes troublesome all of a sudden? I want to know about my past life.

Session...

I am a man getting ready to go to office. There is tension at home because of my wife. My small daughter is here. I am sitting on a black chair, upset and lost, in my office. It is evening time, every one left office but I am still sitting confused. Now I am sitting on a bench in a garden with some other woman. She is supporting and comforting me. I am feeling good but guilty. I think I am going with her to her home. Again feeling so confused and I return back to my home. After few years one day I left home for office but took some other road. I keep on walking and left city. It is night I reached some wild area. I reached a hut. A shepherd lives here. I live here now. Sometime I feel angry inside. Sometime I feel sad. I am getting weak and old. I keep on thinking about my life. I died in that hut. I was very confused at the time of death. I feel I remain confused in that life. The lesson I learnt that I left my home for happiness but did not find. I should have lived the life which I got making adjustments.

Feeling of love and past life link

Feeling of Love and past life link

A young dentist came to me to find who is  he to me for whom I feel very strong about. I want to know whether we lived together in my past life.

Session...

I am walking down the lawn of a palace towards a man. We are hugging each other. We are in our 20s. We are wearing Mughal style clothes. We are husband and wife. We came to our palace. It is beautiful. There is a fountain made of marble. We are so much in love. He is the same man for whom I have so much strong feelings in my present life. We have kids. We spend a lot of time together. Kids are growing up.

I don’t want to leave him alone. He is in so much pain. I want to stay with him. I am 30. He is besides me. He is everything to me. I delivered a child. I am loosing energy. I am dying. I am no more. My last thought was I want to live with him. I am buried. I am moving towards light. I am feeling good in light. I also feel I have another life with him.

I am a teenage girl living with my parents. We belong to Hunja community. I love someone. He is the same man who is in my present life. My parents learnt about it. They shut me in a room and killed me. My last thought was life is unfair. I want to come back and live with him. Now I am taking rest and receiving some Guidance.

Reorientation... Doctor! I met him first time in eighth class and thought came that he is my husband. Then our lives were separated and we both got married. After so many years when I met him again  I still have same feelings for him.  

Why my relationships does not stay?

Why my relationships does not stay?

Session......

I am 24 yrs old beautiful girl. I am going to meet someone. I went into a garden and met a young man. We are talking. He kissed me. I recognise this person in my present life. He is my first love.  I am now coming back from the garden. Suddenly I feel something is pulling me somewhere else. I left that life. I am entering into another life. It is a small village. I am wearing Rajasthani attire. I wear a lot of silver. I am doing all the work. I make earthen pots for living. My husband does not do anything. I abuse him a lot. I hate him a lot. One day I told him he should die and pushed him. He left the home. I lived my life alone and died. This person is my present life ex-husband.  

Why am I not getting married?

Why am I not getting married?

Session.....

We are in the jungle. I am a small girl. We are happy. It is African tribe.  It is evening and we are dancing around fire. Now I am 16 yrs old. I am sleeping with a man in the hut. It is morning we both are going to the jungle for hunting. I am not afraid at all. Life is simple and good. There is lot of love and laughter in life. Everything we work together. We have two children. It was a simple life. Now I left that life. In this life I am in the Europe. I am a woman. I earn good. I am beautiful. I like hurting men. I am heartless. I feel I insult men. It seems I got married. I threw the man down from the balcony. I feel man wanted to make me feel small. At 45 I died sitting in my rocking chair. People put me in coffin and buried. I opened my eyes. I am feeling suffocated. I want to get out but slowly dullness is overpowering me. I am going towards light. It is so peaceful. The purpose of my present life is to love and trust people.