I am afraid of losing near and dear ones

A 45 year old person came and told Dr Vandana, I am afraid of losing near and dear ones. I want to know the reason behind it.

Session….

I am a girl and inside a very small home. It is night time. I am sleeping all alone. There are very few things in the home. It is morning and I am walking in village market. It is very old time and Maharastrian culture. My parents are no more. Villagers help me and give me things. There is a small river near the village. I go and sit there. I do not like to go home. It is lonely there. I feel sad to be alone.

Now I am 22. I am picking vegetable from the kitchen garden outside my home. Villagers arrange for my marriage. I am wearing saree and bangles. It is simple marriage. Man is tall and older. After marriage I am in my own home with my husband cooking food. He is drinking and smoking Hukka. He is not talking to me. It was a very bad night for me. Next day women are asking me something. I do not reply. I feel my husband does not work. He drinks and abuses only. I am now more sad.

I have a son. I look little old and do a lot of hard work. My son is 15 year old now. He does not like living here. He wants to leave village. I do not stop him. He left. I miss him. He did not come back. I often think why did I get married? My husband is now bed ridden.  I do not like to look at my husband’s face. I spend most of the time in Veranda. My husband died. Now I am again alone like I was in my childhood. I kept on working hard for my survival and died at the age of 80. Villagers cremated me. At the time of death my body was weak but I was happy. In light the message came “Be at peace”.

PLR session for finding the cause of experiencing emotional helplessness.

PLR session for finding the cause of experiencing emotional helplessness.

A person came to know the answer why there is so much emotional helplessness with someone in my present life.

Session…..

I am a young girl in a house. It is a small village. We are a happy family. My father wears turban.

I am grown up now. My parents are getting me married. I am with my husband now. He is wearing pink turban. (the same person in my present life). We are very happy. He is hard working. I do household work.

Now I am giving birth. An old lady is helping me. I am delivering in my own room. It is baby boy. We are happy. Life is going smoothly.

Now I am in my 40s. I do not see my husband at home. It has not rained. There is drought in the village. There is no money no food. He went to arrange food and money but did not return. Villagers have also started leaving the village. I do not want to leave because when my husband will return he will not find us.  But I left with the last lot and reached some town. We struggle a lot to earn two time meals.

My son is now grown up and I have aged. My son got married. He is now busy with his life. I keep on waiting for my husband. Now I am very old and not well. I am lying on a cot in a dark room remembering home and my husband.  A burst of light is coming. I am leaving my body. My last thought was I should have waited for my husband. My son cremated me. I am in light. A bright light is blessing me. I asked why I feel loneliness, the answer came you do not let people enter your heart. I am feeling at peace. On my return back I found myself in front of planet Venus and received blessings.

Why I feel sadness?

Why I feel sadness?

A 4o year old woman came and said Dr Vandana,  I want to experience my past life. I feel my life is not normal. I feel sadness inside me.

Session…….

I am 18 year old girl standing near a well in the fields. A tall boy is working here. I am very happy talking to him. My mother does not like him because he is poor. She abuses him.  

Now I am in my home. We are also very poor. The boy came to meet me and went back. I have only mother. She is getting me married to someone. I am wearing a colourful dress and Jewellery. I am looking beautiful. The boy is wearing turban. We are going to his home after marriage. It is very far. My husband is good but I did not want to marry him. His home is big. My mother in law is not good. 

Now I have a girl child. I am feeling good. I do not talk much with my husband.  I always remember that poor boy. My daughter is seven years old.  I told my husband I want to go to meet my mother. He agreed. I went to my village.

Next day I went to the well where I used to meet the boy. He is not there. I enquired about him from the villagers. They told me he died. I felt very bad. I sat under the tree near the well.  After sometime, I am going to the well. I want to die. I jumped into the well. I am floating in the well. My eyes are open. My Duppata is also floating in water. I am sinking. I am dead. My last thought was that now I will meet him.

Next day villagers took my body out of the well. My mother and husband are sad. My daughter is crying. I am cremated. My mother and daughter are same in the present life.  

A Past life regression session to understand few relationships in present life.

A Past life regression session to understand few relationships in present life.

A young married woman came to understand her relationships with her husband and with their common friend.

Session…..

I am an Indian young girl sitting in a shed with a young boy. It is raining. He is reciting shayari. Now it is late evening and I have to go home. When I reached home my father asked me where I was. I told him about the boy and my wish to marry him. He agreed. My father is a wood cutter.

The boy refused to marry me when my father talked to the boy about my marriage. He said he is very sick and will not marry me. Both I and my father are very sad. My father found another boy for me. I am wearing a red saree in my marriage. That boy also attended my marriage.  It is a simple marriage.

I am in my husband’s home. He lives with his parents and sister. In night when he found me sad he tried to cheer me up and we became friends. I told him about that boy whom I loved. After few days,  my husband took me to meet that boy. The boy is taking treatment from a Vaid. Now we meet him regularly. My husband talks to me very lovingly. We all live in same town. When the boy recovered we found a girl for him and got him married. My husband runs a shop and I do embroidery. Our kids play together.  Our children are now grown up. We got them married.

Now we are aged. We are talking about going to an ashram very far in the mountains to live there. His wife refused to go. Three of us left. It took long time to reach there. We crossed many religious places on the way. After months we reached the ashram but people there did not permit women to stay there. My husband decided to stay there only. The other man came back with me. It again took lot of days to return back. When we reached our town we found a lot of things were finished. This place is in Bihar. The town was flooded and we did not find our family members there. We rebuild a small house in our land and started living together. We also made another house and started to teach children. I teach embroidery to girls. I am now 70 and on bed. I am dead. The other man is cremating me. I was very peaceful in the end. Lesson I learnt that one should marry the person whom one loves. My Husband and the other man are my husband and our common friend respectively in present life.   

Present life is still better than past life

Present life is still better than past life

A 21 yr old young girl said I feel very sad and lonely. In my present life I feel suffocated and usually hurt by family and friends. I feel like visiting my past life.

Session…..

I am small 8 yr old boy standing in a red soil ground. I am alone. It seems I am looking for someone. A woman is looking at me from a little afar. I feel she will come to me. Some men are also entering the ground. The woman ran away. They come near me and tell me I am an illegitimate child. I am afraid and ran towards village. I reached a small house. A woman is cooking meals. I am helping her. We are waiting. A man and a boy came. We are now taking food. The three of them are absorbed in themselves. I feel isolated and all alone. The boy is their son. He brought me to his home. The boy loves me and treats me as his brother. He is looking at me and giving me more food to eat.

Now I am 15 yrs old and clean shoes in the village.  My brother has joined army. The man does not like me. He beats me a lot and calls me bastard. My brother came back and got married. He shifted to some city. He started some business linked with stones for me. He calls me Madhav. I am bodily very weak. Whenever the man comes he treats me very badly. Nobody likes me in the village.  

I am 30 plus. I could not marry. Life is ok. The woman is dead. We all are sad. The man came to live with us. My life is fine when my brother is here but when he goes for work my life is difficult.

I am 45. One day the body of my brother came. I am very sad and feeling at loss. Now I am afraid about myself. I am still living in this house with his father. Our fights are on the rise. One day few men came to house. The man locked me in a room. After sometime he opened the room. I am trying to get out of the room but he did not allow and stopped me. He wrapped a cloth around my face. I am feeling suffocated. He is beating me. It seems they are taking me somewhere. I feel many more people are with him now. I feel I am lying on the ground. Someone is beating and breaking my hand. I am very afraid.  They are now burying me in the ground. I am breathless and suffocated. I die. At the time of death there was too much pain in my body and I was suffocating. I was unwanted. No one was mine. The brother is my present life mother. In light the soul consciousness felt healed and message received ----“self love”.

Reorientation…

It was a difficult past life but I do not know why I feel light. The present life is better, maybe I have a step father but my mother and sister are with me. I will try to appreciate the good things I have in present life.   

A past life regression session

A past life regression session

Session…..

It is day time. I am crossing a market. Now I am running. I am 7 years old girl. It is a busy street. I turn towards a narrow street and reached a small house. I have mother and two sisters. We are Christians.

I am grown up. I am in Church. I am 23 years old wearing light coloured dress. It is my wedding.  I am very happy. The man is tall and good looking. He is also happy. Lot of people are here in the Church. Now I am in a long blue coloured car with my husband.  We reached a house. It is his home. It is a big house. We are happy and resting.  It seems early 19^th century. It is a very cold country. There is snow around. Life is good. We have a party. A lot of people are attending the party. I am 40 and I feel I have two daughters and one son. Lot of tables are laid with good food. I see servants and everybody but do not see my husband and son.  There is a water body next to our home. My husband is very rich. There is a small house across the water body. We can reach there via motor boat. It is dark over there. I feel someone betrayed my husband. I feel he got drowned but his body has not been found. I do not know whether he is dead or alive. I am growing older. I am in my 60s. There is another party at my home. A lot of people wearing nice clothes are attending the party. I said good bye to them. I am all alone sitting on a sofa reading a book. My children are not with me. I go upstairs to my room. I change my clothes and lay down tired and lonely. I have a dog at my home. I started feeling peace and left my body. I was buried in presence of lot of people. I felt peace of mind and calmness in light.

3rd past life of a doctor who regressed three past lives in single session

3^rd past life of a doctor who regressed three past lives in single session

Session….

I am a king and leading an army. I am very strong. I am from Bharatvarsh. It is Maurya period. The Unani army is in front of me. We are fighting and killing them. They played a trick. They proposed marriage to a very beautiful girl from their side and halted the fight. I am trapped in the beauty of the girl.

It is night. She is trying to stab me in abdomen but I am saved by my guards. She is put in prison. Now I have a love and hate feeling for her. I left her in prison only.

I am a good king. I am very powerful. People respect me. I am getting married. Now I have a son from my second wife. I am living a very purposeful life. My son is grown up. He is very simple and sensitive.

Now I am old and on bed in my palace. My room is very impressive. I still feel very powerful. Very important people are around me. I am dead. My mind is very peaceful. Lesson I learnt: Love can be a deceit. I am cremated with royal fervor. I am moving towards light. On way back I received blessings for enlightenment from planet Saturn. The milky path of milky way felt full of energy and the experience was enlightening.