Loneliness and past life

A young woman came to understand - Why every relation moves out and ditch me?  Why I have repeated pattern of failed relationship? I feel loneliness since childhood.

Session……

I am a rich middle aged man and live a lavish life. I have a chariot. I wear pant, shirt, hat, suit and boot. I always carry a stick in my hand. I live in a big house with big garden. I have many Farms.

I am a cruel man. I torture people physically & mentally. I beat my workers with my stick. I have a big ego of superiority that’s why I did not marry. I did not think anybody will be as good as me and match me.

I enjoy separating couples and even do not allow them to meet. I do not like their talking to each other. I do not allow them work together at the same place and send them to at different work place. Couples meet behind my back. I punish them whenever I come to know of it. Nobody is happy in my estate.

Today I caught a young couple talking to each other. I went near fire place in my lobby and sat there. I called both of them. I started beating both of them. They are crying in pain. Boy is always coming in front of the girl to save her from hit. Now I am beating the boy more ferociously. Many servants came inside and are begging me to stop hitting. The boy died. The girl is cursing me that you snatched my husband, gave so much pain that now you will suffer and always live alone. She also died. I felt very bad. I asked my servants to remove their bodies.

After that I feel very down. My health has started deteriorating. I used to feel very restless. Now I am on the bed. My servants do not come near me. People of my estate have revolted against me. They are taking over my land. Nobody comes inside my room now. I am very unhappy. I am getting very weak. People are deceiving me and nobody takes care of me. I am dying slowly but I am worried about my riches and property. My death came very slow. Nobody was with me. My body started rotting. When foul smell spread outside, few people came and buried me unceremoniously in the country yard. It was a waste of life. Lesson learnt that cruelty is not good. In light the message came forgive yourself (visibly crying & started asking forgiveness from all who have been hurt). The white light came as a Master and gave peace.

Reorientation……

She was very emotional after this session as if integrating the session. Any discussion seemed insignificant.

Relationship and past life

Relationship issues are linked with your past life.

A 34 years woman came to know the reasons for not being able to leave her boyfriend, with whom relationship for last ten years did not materialize in to wedlock and now engaged for a year but feels resistance in fixing marriage date and frequently unexplained chest pain.

Session…..

I am in a beautiful palatial home.  A beautiful girl is painting, she is my sister. This is English culture. I am a handsome 6 ft 2 inch tall 24 years old Royal boy. Servants are standing in line with bowed heads waiting for command.

I am going in a Chariot and reach a beautiful house. A little girl comes out and hugs my legs. A beautiful woman is coming towards me. We are having food. Now the woman is fighting and throwing things. Little girl called me Dad. The woman is my love but I cannot marry her because of my royalty.  The little girl is my daughter. My love is pregnant. She wants me to marry her but I am afraid of losing everything. This house is very far away from my palace. She is very much nagging now and crying. Daughter is also crying. I cut the discussion short and leave for my palace.

This time I came after months as now she is giving birth to my baby. A baby boy is given to me. I am very happy. I told her that I will marry her no matter what. After staying for few days I returned back to my palace. My father is very sick and mother is crying. My mother is dressed up as a queen. My father passes away.

After a month I brought my woman, daughter and son to palace. We went to meet my mother. I told my mother these are my kids and I will marry her. My mother said she is not a royal and spoke other mean things. But I am not able to do anything. We left the palace for her house and started living there.    

She is telling me that she will never leave me and find me in every life because our love is much stronger than anything.

One day minister with guards came to take me. They asked me to go with them otherwise they will use force. I told her I will come back. The guards took me somewhere else far away from the place. I am always guarded. After some time I am shifted to the palace. Queen got me married but I did not touch my wife.

Queen died. I go back to my woman’s house and enter inside looking for her. My daughter is grown up and son is still young. He is looking at me. I m searching for her and my daughter told me she is dead. I am crying. My daughter is not ready to come with me. I am back in the palace. I lost interest in all things. I am 73 old and weak. I am lying on bed surrounded by people.  Death came easily in the afternoon. My last thought was that I am going to be with her. It was a lonely life for me. Lesson learnt is that Love is everything I need. My burial is with royalty. It’s Portugal 1857. The name written on tomb stone is Sir Henry.

In light, severe pain in heart is felt as if a deep sadness is released. Many guidances given by Masters and Guru.

Reorientation…..I understood my confusion about mine two relationships because one was my love and other was my wife in past life. My daughter is my present life Aunt who gives me a lot of stress. I feel unexplained tendency of severe chest pain on and off is released today. Thank you very much doctor Vandana for helping me find answers. It will help me to take decision now. The woman whom I loved is my boyfriend in my present life. The woman who was my wife and neglected whole life is my present life fiancé.

A dream and past life link

Recurrent dreams and Past life link

A woman 30 yrs of age came having recurrent dream pattern as if she is suffocating buried in sand & something piercing in the back.  She is having allergy and breathlessness issue of and on. Also have fear to be left alone, a lot of attraction, since childhood, towards Royalty and Rajasthan. Recurrent dream of palace with the thought somebody ditched & killed me and  I was alive when I was buried.

Session……….

I am walking on a spiral path and reached an old wooden gate. I entered inside. I am 20 yrs old beautiful girl wearing lehnga. This is a very big place. I am in kitchen area. Many people are taking food. I am not able to eat. I am very upset. I live here. I do not have parents. I am in my room. I have my own room. I am unmarried. I feel like crying. I feel he left me (visibly crying).

It is 1872 somewhere in Rajasthan. I am getting ready. I wear a fighter’s attire. I wear a turban. On my left side I have a Sahi kanjar with some logo. Only three of them are there and are only for very important persons. My room is part of a palace. Presently a Queen is in-charge of this palace. I am a trained swords fighter. People do not call me by name and they respect me. I am right hand person of the Queen.

There was a boy in this fort. He left. I am feeling very sad. Had he lived here with me it would have been better.

Few people in this fort are conspiring to over throw Queen’s regime. I came to know about their conspiracy. The leader of the conspirators is also a powerful person and has a Sahi kanjar like me.

As I understand, I am in the security of the queen and every area linked to queen is under my watch & security. I thought about talking to the queen and went inside a room. It is a very big room dotted with carved mirrors all around. I see a big beautiful carved box in one corner of the room. I look at the queen. She is sitting and thinking. I did not talk to her and came back.

After few days, at the dinner time, I am walking inside the palace wearing Ghagra and payal. I am not in my fighter’s dress. I do not have my Sahi kanjar with me. Now I am walking towards my room. Few people have set my room on fire and some of them are running towards me. I am running very fast out of the palace. I see few people approaching me on horse. I jumped from the wall of fort to come out of the palace. The area below is full of sand and I fall in the sand. I have pain in my waist and it is very difficult to walk now. Everyone has surrounded me. They are five in number riding horses & talking to each other. One amongst them hit and injured me with a kanjar. I am suffocating (literally whole body started writhing with pain). They left me thinking I am dying. There is too much sand in my mouth, nose, throat &, chest. There is blood on sand from my wound. I am suffocating. I want to breathe (visible breathlessness came up). I am dying with suffocation. I have so much pain in my back. I want to breathe. I am suffocating. I am dead.

I died with lot of suffocation and suffering. My last thought was that I was deceived. Lesson learnt that there should be somebody in your life. I was buried in the sand and died very slow death. (Healing done for traumatic body).

In light, healed and blessed. Guidance came live without fear.

Reorientation….

Doctor Vandana I felt as if I was living in that area in 1872 during whole PLR session. My death sufferings were very real to me. Thank you very much for helping me find answers.

Afraid of getting married and past life link

A 32 yrs single woman came for past life regression. She told, Dr Vandana, I feel like I am blocked by my Past. Why do I not want to marry? Why do I have a fear linked to my marriage?

Session……

I am going on a pathway downstairs and reach a cave like place. I cross it. There is a garden, trees it is nice sunny day. There is a lake. It is late evening. I am sailing a boat. I am a young woman wearing blue robes. I have got a hood on. It is very old time. I reached a house lots of people are there. I am laughing with them. There is a boy of my age with blue eyes. He is charismatic, attracts people. He is not sitting with me. He is dressed in old fashioned clothes. I feel we have some connection. I look like 14 yrs old girl.

I am leaving. He looks and waves at me. He is smiling. I have to go. He is saying something to me. He is 17 yrs. it is a very simple house. I think I stayed there at night because it is now mid day. Air is windy I m in garden with him. Apple trees and orchid flowers are here. I am hugging him. I am upset and crying. I love him. I feel some kind of fighting is going and he will not come back. It is time for him to leave but I am clutching at him. It started raining. He is wiping my face. He left. I felt very upset and angry. He looks back and he is also crying. We love each other. To me it seems as if some storm is coming.   

Few years have passed. Someone came and gave his cross wrapped in his clothes.

I am standing on a cliff near river. I feel a bright light.

[as a therapist when I guided her towards light, the passage to the next past life unfolds…….]

I am a girl performing solo a violin in front of lot of people in an auditorium. People are appreciating but I think it is not perfect. I feel I have to do better. I am being congratulated but I am not happy. I am 17 yrs of age. I think I am not from a rich back ground. My name is Jenny.

Now I am in practice room. There is a boy also. He is playing Piano. When I looked at him I feel like I saw him before. I am also practicing. After that we went to beach. It is an European country. I went back to home and started studying.

I see myself in a bridal dress with flowers looking very pretty. I am very happy. I am very young. My dad is very happy. It is an English style small wedding.

My husband is well off and loving. It is strange that I am already pregnant. Everyone is so happy. We are sitting in a car with driver going somewhere. We are talking to each other. Car is going too fast. We told driver to slow down. Suddenly we met an accident. I am ok. Driver is ok but blood is here. My wedding dress is soaked with blood. My husband is not ok. He is hurt badly.

I am in a house, with my dad, in black dress. I feel I have lost everything. His house is beautiful. I am looking at his piano and my violin. I covered them. I could not bear to look at them.

After few months I had a baby boy with blue eyes. I feel like he is with my son. I can see and talk to him. I am happy. Child is happy.

After few yrs I meet someone and remarry. He treats my son well. He is now ten yrs old. My son plays violin. He is very good at it. I am just a house wife. I smoke a lot.  My son is a young man and became musician.

I am sick and suffering from lung cancer. I am in mid forties. I smoke a lot. Doctor asked me to stop it. Few months went by. One day my son and husband were out. I dressed beautifully, listened to beautiful music, started drinking and smoking. I am holding my wedding photo with him. I am taking few pills and go to bed. I know I will not wake up again. Death came easily. My body is thin and skinny. My mind is at peace. My last thought was I am going to see him again. I am holding photo with frame tightly at the last moment.

In light the Master light said you will meet your soul mate and will recognise each other.  On the way back to earth planet Jupiter is blessing me for confidence, strength and love.       

Reorientation……..

Thank you very much Dr Vandana for this amazing experience.

Seeking answer in past life

Seeking answer in the past life

A 32 yr old doctor said I wish to understand the reason why my father always creates problem for me. We are two brothers and he is very loving with him.

Session….

I am crossing a tunnel in a jungle. I am a small boy. I reach and enter my house. This is a small house. My mother is wearing saree and doing some work. I am afraid my father is shouting at me. He started beating me (visibly crying). Oh where am I born!

Now I am 15 and go to school. I feel happy only when in school. I start working and get married. My wife is good. I feel better. I am a teacher in school.

I have a son. There is lot of tension at home. My father created some problem. He is shouting at me. I feel helpless. My life is also very stressful. I have a daughter now.

Life is going on like this. My mother is no more. I do not understand why my father always shouts at me and upsets everybody at home.

Now I am old. My father is no more. There is so much peace at home. My children are good. One day I die of heart attack. My father is my current life father also.  My last thought was it was good that I kept quiet with my father. My body is cremated.

I am in the light. The master light is blessing me. I ask why I am suffering due to my father. The master answered you have karmic debt with him. I am requesting master light to give me chance to ask for his forgiveness. I am feeling presence of my father. When I asked for his forgiveness as I am suffering, he smiled and hugged me. I am taking rest in the light. There is tightness in my abdomen. I feel something is released and went into the light.

He told I am feeling very light after the session.    

Past life deeds affect current life

Am I paying for Past Life Deeds.

A 29 yr old man told Dr Vandana, I am facing many issues in life I want to go to my past life linked to these issues. I did not wrong anyone, still who so ever comes troubles me. The moment I gain something the very second moment it is lost.

Session….

I am sitting near my wife in my home. I am very angry and disturbed. Something has happened. My wife is telling me something. She is giving me water but I am not drinking. I am in my 50s.

Now I am standing outside with a boy, who is my son, facing lot of people. Something linked to my son happened. I am trembling with anger. I am telling them we will see you. I told my son let us go from here we will see them. While returning my son is trying to explain something and convince me. He went somewhere. I enter my home. My wife phir se mujhe samjah rahi hai. Now we are taking meal. My son and two of his children are also with us.

I am going for my work. I am wearing white clothes. I am entering a big gate. People are wishing me. I am a proud man. I am inside a thread factory. It is my factory. There is not much light inside the factory. Thread is coming and rolling. People are giving color by hands. My factory is not in good working condition. Now I am sitting in my office. It is very big and nice. My manager is coming. He is loyal to me. He told something happened and a worker died in factory. It did not affect me. I told him to settle it himself. My name is Ram Kishan. I am well to do person and do not lack anything. I even own a car, black color and have a driver. I told my driver to go and I am driving my car. I think I have some affair. I went to some other home. I have a child with that woman. I stayed at that home for few hours and returned back to my office.

It is night. I am driving. I am crossing fields and reached a small house. There is a bald man. He is giving me very important red stamped paper. I am giving him money. As I sat in the car with papers it seems somebody is hitting. In defense I reversed my car drove over him and left the place. My fore head is hit and blood is oozing out. I reached my home and put those papers in locker. I feel a big job is done.

After few years, I send my son with other woman outside the country. My wife died. I started drinking. I do not give importance to my own son. I never take him seriously. I do not teach him anything. My workers give me lot of respect but I do not value them.

I am getting older. I feel stuck. I think of the worker who died in the factory. I also feel I grabbed poor people land by deceit. These thoughts now go through my mind off and on. I do not discuss them with anybody. My death came with heart stroke. At the time of death I was thinking I did wrong many people. My mind was very upset. In my dying moment I learnt I should have respected all and should have done right thing.

Block in the way to meet your love

A 32 yrs single woman came for past life regression. She told, Dr Vandana, I feel like I am blocked by my Past. Why do I not want to marry? Why do I have a fear linked to my marriage?

Session……

I am going on a pathway downstairs and reach a cave like place. I cross it. There is a garden, trees it is nice sunny day. There is a lake. It is late evening. I am sailing a boat. I am a young woman wearing blue robes. I have got a hood on. It is very old time. I reached a house lots of people are there. I am laughing with them. There is a boy of my age with blue eyes. He is charismatic, attracts people. He is not sitting with me. He is dressed in old fashioned clothes. I feel we have some connection. I look like 14 yrs old girl.

I am leaving. He looks and waves at me. He is smiling. I have to go. He is saying something to me. He is 17 yrs. it is a very simple house. I think I stayed there at night because it is now mid day. Air is windy I m in garden with him. Apple trees and orchid flowers are here. I am hugging him. I am upset and crying. I love him. I feel some kind of fighting is going and he will not come back. It is time for him to leave but I am clutching at him. It started raining. He is wiping my face. He left. I felt very upset and angry. He looks back and he is also crying. We love each other. To me it seems as if some storm is coming.   

Few years have passed. Someone came and gave his cross wrapped in his clothes.

I am standing on a cliff near river. I feel a bright light.

[as a therapist when I guided her towards light, the passage to the next past life unfolds…….]

I am a girl performing solo a violin in front of lot of people in an auditorium. People are appreciating but I think it is not perfect. I feel I have to do better. I am being congratulated but I am not happy. I am 17 yrs of age. I think I am not from a rich back ground. My name is Jenny.

Now I am in practice room. There is a boy also. He is playing Piano. When I looked at him I feel like I saw him before. I am also practicing. After that we went to beach. It is an European country. I went back to home and started studying.

I see myself in a bridal dress with flowers looking very pretty. I am very happy. I am very young. My dad is very happy. It is an English style small wedding.

My husband is well off and loving. It is strange that I am already pregnant. Everyone is so happy. We are sitting in a car with driver going somewhere. We are talking to each other. Car is going too fast. We told driver to slow down. Suddenly we met an accident. I am ok. Driver is ok but blood is here. My wedding dress is soaked with blood. My husband is not ok. He is hurt badly.

I am in a house, with my dad, in black dress. I feel I have lost everything. His house is beautiful. I am looking at his piano and my violin. I covered them. I could not bear to look at them.

After few months I had a baby boy with blue eyes. I feel like he is with my son. I can see and talk to him. I am happy. Child is happy.

After few yrs I meet someone and remarry. He treats my son well. He is now ten yrs old. My son plays violin. He is very good at it. I am just a house wife. I smoke a lot.  My son is a young man and became musician.

I am sick and suffering from lung cancer. I am in mid forties. I smoke a lot. Doctor asked me to stop it. Few months went by. One day my son and husband were out. I dressed beautifully, listened to beautiful music, started drinking and smoking. I am holding my wedding photo with him. I am taking few pills and go to bed. I know I will not wake up again. Death came easily. My body is thin and skinny. My mind is at peace. My last thought was I am going to see him again. I am holding photo with frame tightly at the last moment.

In light the Master light said you will meet your soul mate and will recognise each other.  On the way back to earth planet Jupiter is blessing me for confidence, strength and love.       

Reorientation……..

Thank you very much Dr Vandana for this amazing experience.