Water phobia and past life link

Water phobia and past life link..

This small past life glimpse came at the end of the first past life in a PLR session. Client has severe water phobia and recently it increased so much that client had a feeling of choking while drinking water. As a therapist I wished to explore this issue at the end of session and a glimpse linked to water phobia is experienced.

Past life.......

I am in a very small room filled with dirty green water. I am scared. I have been given some punishment. I am jailed inside this room. Persons dressed in white are watching me from outside the room. I am choking. I could not get out of the room. I died. I saw them mocking me.

Reorientation....

The client died due to choking and suffocation inside water, this explains his/her intense water phobia.  

Curiosity about Past life.

Curiosity about Past life.

Session……

I am climbing down the stairs. It is evening time. There is a table and chair. I am sitting on the chair.  I am old. I am very sad. The sadness does leave me (visibly cried for long time). There is no one to talk to. I am hungry. I get up and go into kitchen area. There is nothing to eat. I drink water. I feel tired. There is a room in front of the table. I am sleeping in the room. In morning I get up with the help of alarm.  I put on a coat, wear a hat, pick up a walking stick and leave home. It is very peaceful place. I walked a long distance and reached in front of a house. The door is closed. I feel sad and come back. I do not know where to go. I am back in my home. I am sitting on my chair and thinking about my life while looking at the picture of me and my wife. (Backwards)

I am happy. My wife is happy. We are dancing. She has a beautiful smile. We are coming home. I am cooking meals for her and she is eating. Now we are sleeping. Next day morning she is sleeping and I am getting ready, wear a hat and going. I reached a big Bungalow. I am sitting on a chair outside the gate. I am the gatekeeper. I do not like this work. I feel bored. Now it is late evening. I am walking on foot and going back to my home. My wife gave me food. She waits whole day for me. I get tired. She is pregnant. I want to do some good work.

Now I have 2 sons. We are happy. My wife is busy with responsibilities. I am 45 yrs old now. I feel adhura (incomplete). I do not feel like going to work. I feel alone. Many dogs are my friend and love me. An aged person hands over my salary and leaves. Nobody talks to me at my place of work.

My sons are grown up and always live together. They love each other. They are now 24 and well educated. They decided not to live here. They got good jobs and left.

We felt very lonely and we went to meet them after sometime. They are not married. They are very busy and do not spare time for us. We got bored there also and told them we are going back home. They felt sad but we left and came back. I do not go for work anymore. We stay at home and talk to each other. We are old now. She is sick (visibly crying). She left me. No one came. Now I am sick and alone. I am in bed most of the time. I cannot get up. I lay on the bed for 20 days without food & water and thereafter I left my body. I was thoughtless in the end. I felt lonely in my life. I am moving towards light. There are Lot of flowers here. In light I received blessings.

Reorientation….

In present life talking is very important for me. I always crave for liveliness, enthusiasm. I cannot handle boredom.        

Present life vs past life - a PLR session

Present life vs past life - a PLR session

A client told I feel very sad and lonely. In my present life I feel suffocated and usually hurt by family and friends. I feel like visiting my past life.

Session…..             

I am small 8 yr old boy standing in a red soil ground. I am alone. It seems I am looking for someone. A woman is looking at me from a little afar. I feel she will come to me. Some men are also entering the ground. The woman ran away. They come near me and tell me I am an illegitimate child. I am afraid and ran towards village. I reached a small house. A woman is cooking meals. I am helping her. We are waiting. A man and a boy came. We are now taking food. The three of them are absorbed in themselves. I feel isolated and all alone. The boy is their son. He brought me to his home. The boy loves me and treats me as his brother. He is looking at me and giving me more food to eat.

Now I am 15 yrs old and clean shoes in the village.  My brother has joined army. The man does not like me. He beats me a lot and calls me bastard. My brother came back and got married. He shifted to some city. He started some business linked with stones for me. He calls me Madhav. I am bodily very weak. Whenever the man comes he treats me very badly. Nobody likes me in the village.  

I am 30 plus. I could not marry. Life is ok. The woman is dead. We all are sad. The man came to live with us. My life is fine when my brother is here but when he goes for work my life is difficult.

I am 45. One day the body of my brother came. I am very sad and feeling at loss. Now I am afraid about myself. I am still living in this house with his father. Our fights are on the rise. One day few men came to house. The man locked me in a room. After sometime he opened the room. I am trying to get out of the room but he did not allow and stopped me. He wrapped a cloth around my face. I am feeling suffocated. He is beating me. It seems they are taking me somewhere. I feel many more people are with him now. I feel I am lying on the ground. Someone is beating and breaking my hand. I am very afraid.  They are now burying me in the ground. I am breathless and suffocated. I die. At the time of death there was too much pain in my body and I was suffocating. I was unwanted. No one was mine. The brother is my present life mother. In light the soul consciousness felt healed and message received ----“self love”.

Reorientation…

It was a difficult past life but I do not know why I feel light. The present life is better, maybe I have a step father but my mother and sister are with me. I will try to appreciate the good things I have in present life.   

Uneasiness in making eye contact

Uneasiness in making eye contact

Client told me I feel uneasiness in making eye contact since childhood, wish to find reason.

PLR Session…

It is morning. Many persons are in home. We are taking breakfast. I am a 17 year old girl wearing gown. I am very beautiful. It is a European country. We live happily.

Now I am 20 getting married nearby. I am with my husband in his home. Now I have a son. My husband goes to work. I only work at home. My husband remains stressed due to his work. He does not talk to me. It is very lonely life (crying visibly). My son is independent now. I lived a lonely life and died at the age of 40. It was a lonely life. I never socialized. May be this is the reason I feel uncomfortable with people. 

In light received Guidance.

Why do I keep on delaying my progress?

Why do I keep on delaying my progress?

Client asked Dr Vandana; why do I keep on delaying my progress, am I afraid of something? I wish to know its reason.

Session...

I am a girl child inside a home. My home is warm. It is morning. My mother is sitting on chair. She looks worried. It’s a big house. I don’t have anyone to play with. I am 6 years old. I just keep sitting. I am sad and feel like crying. My mother always looks worried. There is also a man. He is my father. It is night. I am sleeping in a big room. I am feeling very lonely. I am crying. My mother came into my room. She looks worried and she is also crying.

Today is my birthday. We are in the garden. There is a table. There is cake and lot of other things. Other children are playing in the garden but I am sitting and just watching them. I am feeling sad. I feel something is wrong with my health.

It is night. I high fever. My mother is with me and crying. I feel I could not make that night. My last thought was my mother is worried and suffering. I was losing. I was very lonely inside. The lesson I learnt that I should have enjoyed my time with my mom. My mother is also my present life mother. The life I finished, I could not do much due to physical issue. But I feel in my soul memory it is also there in my present life that I cannot  do . I feel this is the reason behind my nature of keep on delaying progress in my present life.

Now I am in the light and getting some Guidance. The light is very bright.

Why my life becomes troublesome all of a sudden? I want to know about my past life.

Why my life becomes troublesome all of a sudden? I want to know about my past life.

Session...

I am a man getting ready to go to office. There is tension at home because of my wife. My small daughter is here. I am sitting on a black chair, upset and lost, in my office. It is evening time, every one left office but I am still sitting confused. Now I am sitting on a bench in a garden with some other woman. She is supporting and comforting me. I am feeling good but guilty. I think I am going with her to her home. Again feeling so confused and I return back to my home. After few years one day I left home for office but took some other road. I keep on walking and left city. It is night I reached some wild area. I reached a hut. A shepherd lives here. I live here now. Sometime I feel angry inside. Sometime I feel sad. I am getting weak and old. I keep on thinking about my life. I died in that hut. I was very confused at the time of death. I feel I remain confused in that life. The lesson I learnt that I left my home for happiness but did not find. I should have lived the life which I got making adjustments.

Feeling of love and past life link

Feeling of Love and past life link

A young dentist came to me to find who is  he to me for whom I feel very strong about. I want to know whether we lived together in my past life.

Session...

I am walking down the lawn of a palace towards a man. We are hugging each other. We are in our 20s. We are wearing Mughal style clothes. We are husband and wife. We came to our palace. It is beautiful. There is a fountain made of marble. We are so much in love. He is the same man for whom I have so much strong feelings in my present life. We have kids. We spend a lot of time together. Kids are growing up.

I don’t want to leave him alone. He is in so much pain. I want to stay with him. I am 30. He is besides me. He is everything to me. I delivered a child. I am loosing energy. I am dying. I am no more. My last thought was I want to live with him. I am buried. I am moving towards light. I am feeling good in light. I also feel I have another life with him.

I am a teenage girl living with my parents. We belong to Hunja community. I love someone. He is the same man who is in my present life. My parents learnt about it. They shut me in a room and killed me. My last thought was life is unfair. I want to come back and live with him. Now I am taking rest and receiving some Guidance.

Reorientation... Doctor! I met him first time in eighth class and thought came that he is my husband. Then our lives were separated and we both got married. After so many years when I met him again  I still have same feelings for him.  

Why my relationships does not stay?

Why my relationships does not stay?

Session......

I am 24 yrs old beautiful girl. I am going to meet someone. I went into a garden and met a young man. We are talking. He kissed me. I recognise this person in my present life. He is my first love.  I am now coming back from the garden. Suddenly I feel something is pulling me somewhere else. I left that life. I am entering into another life. It is a small village. I am wearing Rajasthani attire. I wear a lot of silver. I am doing all the work. I make earthen pots for living. My husband does not do anything. I abuse him a lot. I hate him a lot. One day I told him he should die and pushed him. He left the home. I lived my life alone and died. This person is my present life ex-husband.  

Why am I not getting married?

Why am I not getting married?

Session.....

We are in the jungle. I am a small girl. We are happy. It is African tribe.  It is evening and we are dancing around fire. Now I am 16 yrs old. I am sleeping with a man in the hut. It is morning we both are going to the jungle for hunting. I am not afraid at all. Life is simple and good. There is lot of love and laughter in life. Everything we work together. We have two children. It was a simple life. Now I left that life. In this life I am in the Europe. I am a woman. I earn good. I am beautiful. I like hurting men. I am heartless. I feel I insult men. It seems I got married. I threw the man down from the balcony. I feel man wanted to make me feel small. At 45 I died sitting in my rocking chair. People put me in coffin and buried. I opened my eyes. I am feeling suffocated. I want to get out but slowly dullness is overpowering me. I am going towards light. It is so peaceful. The purpose of my present life is to love and trust people.

Surrogate PLR session

Surrogate PLR session...

Why my son is facing difficulty in every aspect of his present life?

Session.......

He is a young king sitting in his Durbar. He is a good king. He has two kids, a boy and a girl. There is conspiracy being hatched against him in the palace. He is little aware of it but not giving due importance. A woman, his step mother, is conspiring against him. The woman has made many people disloyal to him. One day suddenly something happened and she took over the throne. He could somehow save his kids and family and with his few loyal people left the palace. They went very far and made a small hut beside a river. He started farming. He prays regularly. Many years passed. One day few more loyal people from the palace came and found him. All of them planned to take over the throne back. One day they reached the palace. On the way a lot of people joined them. He could succeed in taking over the throne and kept his stepmother in some old palace under his watch. Rest of his life is progressing smoothly. He died natural death at the age of 80. The stepmother is present as a relative in current life. It is her negative energies that are causing difficulty in all aspects of his life. In the light it feels he is receiving protection shield for him

Testimonial

Past life regression session

Past life regression session.

I want to understand my current relationship issue in terms of past life link.

Session....

I am in a small beautiful house located on a hill. It is Tibet. I am sleeping with my husband. I have two kids. I do household work and am very happy. It is a very small village of very few scattered homes. Life is peaceful and simple. I am not close to my husband. I feel he is much older than me. The kids are his but I still live normal life keeping myself busy with the kids. It is 16^th century. Life goes on like this. My husband died but I remained peaceful and lived till my very old age. I died at my home and my last thought was that I was loved by all. The lesson I learnt that one must live happily in every situation.

Why am I so obsessed with this person?

Why am I so obsessed with this person?

A person came for past life regression session to know Why a person has so much hold on me? Why am I so much obsessed with him/her? Why do I fear losing him/her?

Session......

It is a small cottage. It is morning time. I am a woman 24 yrs old cooking food. We are poor. My husband is eating food. We have a son. My husband is the same man as the person who has so much hold on me in my present life. It is Kashmir. Someone calls him. He goes out. There is lot of noise and I go out looking for him. A mob is attacking him. He died. I am screaming and yelling. The mob killed me also. My son is left alone. The client started crying visibly. Speaking I cannot live without him and not ready to move towards light. Then as a therapist I decided to guide the client to another past life with that person.

2^nd life.... it is middle age in some Arabic country. I am beautiful and married having a kid. Same man is my husband. Ours is a small mud house. We fight a lot but always sleep together. I am 34. There is a war in this region now. One day something fell on our house and we all got killed. It is very old life. My last thought was the fear of losing this person. I guided the client towards light. The client felt the presence of Lord Krishna. When asked who is my soul mate? the answer came this person in your present life.

Reorientation....Now I understand. In both my past lives I lost him so young so the desire to live with this person in present is reflecting as obsession. After the PLR session, the client had lot of pain all over the body as if the body is recently crushed under a roof. The pain persisted for three days and later on the client felt lot of lightness in the body, heart and mind.

Message from the Master

Message from the Master

A young lady doctor came for past life regression session to understand Why is my married life like this? I gave it 100% still things went wrong.

Session….

This is a small village. I am 12 yr old girl living in a room. I cook my own meals. I am very sad. In this village there are only women. Few years back dacoits came to the village and killed all the male members. My mother was also killed. The remaining women of the village took the strength from each other helping each other and living. I am very beautiful. One elder woman is calling me. We are going with our pitchers to bring water. They are surrounding me from all sides to protect me.

Now I am 22 and very beautiful. The villagers found someone and fixed my marriage. The marriage ceremony is taking place. I am wearing red dress. All the women are crying. I am crying too. I am going on a bullock cart. I reached a big house. There is separate room for me on the first floor. I am looking very beautiful to my husband. He said you will not talk to anyone. Next day I came down. My mother in law is there. She told me to cook and she did not talk to me. I saw women going to fetch water. I also went and did not cover my head. The men of this village are watching me but not nicely. I want to talk to other women but no one speaks to me. They are jealous of my beauty. When I came back my mother in law is looking at me angrily. In night my husband came and started shouting at me as to why I did not cover my head. I served them food and felt that I am a possession for them. I went up and looked myself in the mirror. I understood I felt proud of my beauty. I do not allow him to touch me now. I became mentally strong and I told I will not have child. Every day I get ready and go to fetch water. Everyone looks at me and I feel proud. Now I am 40 yrs old. My in laws are no more. I do not have kids. I work at home and he goes out to work in the fields. 

Now I feel that I am wasting my life. Few kids started visiting my home. I teach them and give them love. I make medicines from plants which I learnt in my childhood. I give them to the villagers when they need. Now people like me. One day a woman, my neighbor, took me to nearby village to listen to the preaching of a Sadhu. He touched his thumb on my forehead & I felt some change inside me. After coming back I started doing meditation. Now I teach children much better. It seems my husband is no more. As I grew old I just keep on meditating and stopped eating. Villagers are very concerned. One day I died while meditating. People cremated me with respect. The husband and in laws are my present life husband & in laws. I am going towards light. I am in very bright light and felt presence of Guru. He said now your married life is nearing end and paths are separating. Now do meditation and serve people.

Karmas and past life link

Most significant experience on karmic carryover from past life comes from primitive life times. The cause of a present day problem could very well rest in past life time. Karma is a process of evolution, of achieving greater levels of enlightenment. God does not punish us, we punish ourselves. The soul always has free will. Love is the key to everything. Wisdom is a combination of intellect, understanding and compassion. Karma is action, effect and destiny. We can choose to do good or evil, right or wrong. We choose our future lives. Who would choose to kill, rape, steal or cheat if he/she realizes the karmic implications? Karma paybacks for centuries of hard work and dedication. When we fulfil our karma, we learn all the lessons that we have to show kindness, patience, politeness, honesty, sincerity, truthfulness, helpfulness, work with dedication & dignity, unselfish love to all those we meet and the cycle will end. The universe is connected by a linkage of the consciousness of all souls. We will go beyond soul plane to higher plane and reunite with GOD. 

Negative influence and past life

Negative influence and past life

A young woman came and said I have mixed feelings about myself. A feeling comes that something is wrong about my past. Sometimes I feel presence of negative energies around me. 

Session....

I am young woman in my 20s wearing clothes of a banjaran standing on sand. Now I am moving towards the place where I live. It is a tent. So many men and women live in the tent. In night we are outside tent and doing black magic. It is very old time. Everyone is doing some tantric work. I am also learning. My life is like this only.

One day few men came in the tent, grabbed my hand and took me out of the tent. They are molesting me. I am very angry. They left me. After few days in night I went outside. There is a small figure in my hand. I am doing black magic on it. I keep on doing this till it got harmed. We are moving to some other place. This is the way of our life. I am not married. The people involved in black magic cannot be married.  I am too much involved with black magic. There is a man in our group who likes me. He is my well wisher. One day I was going alone in day time to fetch water. He came from behind and killed me with knife. My last thought was of gratitude towards him that he put an end to my life. I was afraid of myself. He wished good for me otherwise I would have been in the cycle of negative energy till eternity. He wanted to free me from it. He picked and buried me at a place. The lesson I learnt one should not use negative powers. I am going towards light. In light I am soaking light energy. All the traces of this past life are being erased. I feel clean, clear and free from influence of negative energy.  

Reorientation....

Since my childhood I feel some presence where ever I go & live. Suddenly after session I am feeling very light. With my own intuitive power I know I am free now. Thanks a lot Doctor

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Unanswered query

A person came for past life regression to know the reason for Why this person came in my life? Why it ended like this?

Session….

I am a young man cutting wood. The sea is near my home. I brought wood home. Now I am sitting on chair. Someone gave me tea and went. It is dinner time. I am taking food with a small child. He is smiling. After dinner he is sitting with me and I am reading book. In night I am sleeping alone in my bed. I am 30 year old.

My sister is getting married. It is British culture. We are well off. After marriage ceremony every one left. The garden is vacant. I along with my kid are left alone.

I am in my office sitting on a table. People bring their complaints to me. I am feeling good while talking to her. She came to my home in evening. We are having tea. She went away. Now I am again sitting on chair watching a framed photograph. I am thinking about time when we were sitting together and clicked this photograph. She is my wife. Now she is not here. I still do not know why she left me. My whole life moved on like this and this query remained unanswered. Now I am in light feeling peaceful.  

Social anxiety and past life link

Social anxiety and past life link

A 15 year old girl unable to speak to others with severe social anxiety came for PLR. She said, Doctor; why am I so different psychologically? I want to find the reason in my past life. 

Session…

I am walking on a road. It is cloudy. Now road turned and I am in front of a house. It has two doors, wide and open. It is morning. I am entering a door. I am in the corridor. It is night time. I am climbing stairs. There are three rooms. I am entering one room.  I am wearing grey skirt and sleeping on bed. I am hearing some voices from the other room. A man and a woman are talking and laughing. In morning I went outside in the garden. It seems I do not feel anything. I heard a male voice calling me. I went inside but do not find anyone. There is no one around. I eat alone. I hear voices of people laughing. I again came out in the garden. There is a swing. I lay down on it. I feel as if I have to go somewhere but I do not know where. Again I went inside and standing at the foot of stairs. There is a door behind stairs. I opened it. It is a ground. I am looking around. I have to go somewhere and I am looking for something but I cannot find it. Again I go outside and lay on the grass watching stars. I came back inside home. I hear voices again. I am in my room thinking that I do not belong to this home. I am staying here for short time. I have to go somewhere.

It is almost one year now. I decided to walk down towards main road. I am wearing a red jacket with a grey pant. This road is lined with trees on both sides. I keep on walking. I am not in hurry. It is getting cloudy. The road is steep and going towards hill top. I tried a lot and reached there in the evening. At the hill top I see one road going towards right and another towards a water body near a cliff on the left side. I choose the road towards the cliff and reach there. I wanted to jump but decided against it. Now I see another way and keep walking. I reached a huge gate. I am very confused now but I do not have any fear. I decided against entering the gate. I walk to the jungle. For last three and half days I am just walking. I am lost in the jungle. I sleep circled with trees. I do not feel anything. One day death came to me. I was thinking how I lived all alone in that house with voices for three years. My physical body is very tired and my mind is blank. The person was guided towards light and soul retrieval done. In light guidance came there is a reason behind all of it and you are learning lesson from it. Keep on working on yourself.

Reorientation… I found the reason for my social anxiety and why I have a different perception. It was a difficult life to live. Thank you, Doctor Vandana.

Past life case study.

Past life case study.

Session....

I am a young boy living in a very small house. There is lot of sand around. It is Afghanistan. My village is very crowded. We are very poor. I live with my mother. Now I am a teenager and lifts luggage on my back. After few years I married and have a daughter. My name is Morad. I still lift luggage and do not like my life. Life is very much burdened.

I am carrying load into the tunnel. Earthquake came and I am trapped. I am in 40s and alone. I am neither trying to get out nor shouting for help. I keep laying the way I was trapped thinking about my life. I am getting thin day by day, all bones and just died there. No one ever found me. I am floating out of the body into light. I should have tried to find happiness and not run away from life. I am going towards light and feeling very happy.  I am resting in the light.

Reorientation....in my current life though I am a female but male of the house by action. I have so much responsibility but I am reconciled to it.   

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Testimonial

A past life experience.

A past life experience.

Session.....

I am in a garden. There is a fountain. I am running. Someone is shouting at me and stopping me from playing. It seems there is a boy. It feels as if someone hit my legs. There is lot pain.   

Now I am married and have a kid. My husband is a soldier. He loves me but does not live much with us. I miss him very much.

I learnt he has an affair with someone. I am crying. He is trying to explain but I am very hurt. I picked up my kid and left home. I started a low profile job in a bakery. I brought up my son all alone. I lived full life and died peacefully. I did my duty. The lesson I learnt that it is important to be independent. People used to call me Sally.

Why am I lonely in this life?

Why am I lonely in this life?

Session.....

It is a village on sloppy hills. The land around is barren but my village is beautiful. My home is at the top. I am a woman in my 30s. Something happened in this area. Everyone is leaving the village. They are asking me to come along but I refused. Everyone left. I am alone feeling numb and crying.

My life moved on all alone without anything happening. I do not like this life. Now I look old & skinny, am lying on the floor and dying alone.  My last thought was thanks to Almighty my life came to an end at last. It was a very lonely life. Lesson learnt one needs people around to live. I should have gone along with others.

Reorientation... in my present life, I manage everything all alone. I want to visit Hemis Monastery.

Relationship phobia and past life link.

Relationship phobia and past life link.

A 27 year old girl told I do not want to get married. I have trust issues. Dr Vandana, I want to know reason behind this mistrust.

Session....

I am at home. It is nice cosy small home. There is a fire place. I am alone. It is 1952. I am 30 yr old British. I am going to my work place. It is a printing press. 15 persons work here. I like my work but I am unhappy. People cut jokes about me that I am leading a miserable life. There was a girl in office whom I liked but never told her.

I am a little older and work with a typewriter at home. I feel very lonely and sad. I do not like people. Now I like my space as at least no one makes fun of me now. I am Doyale A.

I am getting reward for my writing. I am feeling happy but am sad that I cannot share my happiness with anyone at home. I am drinking and thinking about my childhood. My parents used to fight a lot. I am small. My left foot got injured but they are fighting and not bothered about me. I am feeling bad. I am thinking if I can handle this I do not need anyone. I am remembering my teenage. I was intelligent and good at study but aggressive. I do not have love inside me. Girls do not approach me. In 20s I moved out of home to a small little room upstairs with a table near window. I feel close to the nature. I started painting. Girls used to make fun of me. My intelligence does not help me to mix with people.

I shifted to an old age home. Now at 76 I do not feel like living. I died alone. My last thought was only if someone would have been with me. I never felt love. Lesson learnt that I always felt pity on myself and did not propose to any girl. I feared rejection. I should have overcome this and found someone to live with. People are burying me. In my present life I feel rejection without any reason. I also feel that I am self sufficient and do not need anyone. This feeling that I can manage alone is too deep inside me so I do not feel the need for marriage. These all feelings are coming from this life. At my burial residents of old age home are sad because I used to help them. In cemetery my body is feeling very heavy. I am going towards light. In light someone touched me and telling me you have a soul mate, you will meet him when you are ready. Now I am in the universe. I am floating as I am landing on earth. Someone came near me and is trying to say something smilingly. I am laughing.

why I met him?

Why I met him?

She wanted to know why I chose my present life husband. I want to experience root cause life linked to my present troubled married life.

Session….

I am walking on narrow path lined with lot of trees on both sides. Now I am crossing river. I am a woman in mid my 20s wearing a long dress. I reached a blue door. It is a small house. I opened the door and climbing the stairs. A 5 year old boy is sleeping. I am coming down and going to kitchen. There is garden at the back. It is Eastern Europe. Now I am in the market. An old man is trying to speak to me. I am feeling irritated. I do not like him. I ignored him. He looks like my present life husband. I came back home.

One day that old man started knocking at my door. I opened the door, shouted at him and told him not to come. I closed the door. He is my father. I am sitting and thinking about my childhood. I am the only child. My father is an alcoholic, always drunk and no work. My mother died when I was 15 years old. Very soon after that a very influential man married me. I lived with them in a villa. His mother never talked to me. I gave birth to a son. He shifted me along with my son to this small house. My mother used to call me Pollina. My husband visits us and provides us things.

I am watching my kitchen. It is burnt as if something fell from outside and burnt it. I feel afraid. I went to market to find my father. I asked him to come home. He lives down stairs, keeps on drinking, fighting and asking for money. One day he was breaking bottle on the table and arguing. Suddenly my husband came. He saw it. He took me and my son with him. Now my son is 14 years old. We reached the villa. I am thinking how badly I was living with my father (visibly crying). My mother in law is not giving any reaction. My room is big but I sleep alone. It is 1859. My husband does not talk to me in presence of his mother. I am in 40s wearing very different expensive clothes. Now I manage everything in the estate. My mother in law and husband died in an accident. Once I went to meet my father. He is sad and depressed. He said he loves me a lot and wants to live with me. I refused. He asked for help him with money. I did not help and came back. He is feeling bad that I am not helping him at all. My life is moving on smoothly in the villa. One day I did not feel good. I am on the bed. Someone is checking me but I died. In the last moment I felt very sad. My love life was not satisfactory. It seems my father wanted to live with me. He was an alcoholic and he is my present life husband now who is also an alcoholic. When I married him he was a divorcee with two kids. I was not married and doing good in my profession. I feel I had to marry him in this life to help and heal him. I am going towards light. It is very peaceful here. Someone is giving me a message to improve my physical health and connect more with nature.

Marriage block & Past life regression session

Marriage block & Past life regression session

A person with whom I am in deep love but still fears expressing my love due to my insecurity in being in relationship with him. I ignored marriage proposals despite being uncomfortable in being in a relationship with him. 

I went into a beautiful cloud which took me into the time where I will find my answers.

Session....

1^st  life:

This is 18^th century England. I am 5 years old girl very beautiful having dark brown curly hair (curly hair in present life also). Someone is lying on bed (looks like my father at present) but was not very sure. It is a big house and I am sitting on a large dining table all alone and crying. It seems my mother is not alive. (may be this is the reason I am so attached to my mother in present life).

I am 21 and getting married. It is an English wedding. My husband is fair, have light coloured eyes and a long face (person who is stalking me for some time currently and which I dislike). I am wearing royal blue colour gown and my husband is carrying me in his arms. Now I am 71 sitting on a rocking chair and making a sweater. I had a heart stroke, died there on the chair. I am buried and my name Rose is written on my grave. It seems I lived a lonely life and suffered a lot of pain in heart [currently also during some anxiety I have palpitations] and that is why I had heart attack. [healing done to unblock heart chakra]

2^nd life:

I am a woman standing in a desert. It is evening time and the year is 1942. There is a hut and I go inside. There is a person lying on a cot. Now the same person is sitting on some stones and drinking tea with his friends. A lady wearing green coloured sari is standing by his side. It seems he is a labourer working on road construction site there.

I am wearing a red sari and getting married to same man I saw earlier. He is tall dark and handsome man having big eyes and moustaches. He is wearing a Tilak on his forehead and a garland made of marigold flowers around his neck. [It seems he is the same person whom I love in my present life].

I have three children, two daughters and a son. It seems my husband has left me without telling me anything and went with some other woman [same woman who was wearing green coloured sari] {visibly crying}. It seems he left because I was not beautiful, dark coloured and having some kind of face marks. I am wearing a brown coloured sari. I am around 80. I had a normal death. It is my funeral, only my son is there. In light it was beautiful and peaceful moment for my soul. I was in a petal shaped room filled with violet and pink light. Guidance came I do not have a future with the person whom I am currently attached to. Lesson learnt; all this was bound to happen but I should forget the past and move towards my future. I should not ignore myself as in spite of being beautiful in my present life I never appreciated myself.

Reorientation...

Blocking of heart chakra maybe a major block for my marriage in my present life but confident it is completely removed now.